Jean 103
11-24-2018, 05:56 AM
I hear these words a few feet to my left. A soft voice just to my right. I’m in the dairy aisle at the grocery story. It’s yesterday, black Friday at 3 in the afternoon. I turn, smile and say Thank You.
I don’t do the black Friday thing, I just needed a few things and thought maybe the crowds might have died down. I went by ULTA first. The parking lot was completely full, I didn’t stop, not spending anytime standing in any lines. Next Home depot, I promised my landlord (a nice lady I rent a room from) that I would replace the wax seal on the toilet in her bathroom, Saturday. Yes I did pick up a couple extra items I can use at work. Now Grocery store and home.
I just felt like wearing a dress today. I don’t care if I look out of place or attract attention. All my friends are GGs, these are the people I wish to impress. The dress, a soft cotton maroon paisley print, below the knee. No stockings, I have a tan, this is something my friends stopped me from doing a long time ago. Shoes, suede Maroon pumps, round toe, 2.5” heel, a Plain ladies Levi jacket. Pairing the jacket and dress is a young look, pumps that match give it a more upscale look. Otherwise I would have gone with a pair of black ankle boots with 3” block heels.
I’m out, Full time, so this is all normal in my world. I don’t get the over the top comments so much anymore. I think it’s because like my friends I’ve gone to wearing skinny jeans most of the time. Why, because it’s easy to change up and you have a new outfit.
The reason for all this is, you all likely look at me as I’m different because I’m out, full time, a little farther down the line. But I think the public will always see me as a crossdresser. I see myself as a TG person, I have accepted this as simply the way things are, my normal.
My best friend thinks it’s great I can wear whatever I want. I don’t expect her or anyone else to understand that I can’t. I’m limited by myself, as I both want and appreciate the comment” You’re Beautiful”
I don’t do the black Friday thing, I just needed a few things and thought maybe the crowds might have died down. I went by ULTA first. The parking lot was completely full, I didn’t stop, not spending anytime standing in any lines. Next Home depot, I promised my landlord (a nice lady I rent a room from) that I would replace the wax seal on the toilet in her bathroom, Saturday. Yes I did pick up a couple extra items I can use at work. Now Grocery store and home.
I just felt like wearing a dress today. I don’t care if I look out of place or attract attention. All my friends are GGs, these are the people I wish to impress. The dress, a soft cotton maroon paisley print, below the knee. No stockings, I have a tan, this is something my friends stopped me from doing a long time ago. Shoes, suede Maroon pumps, round toe, 2.5” heel, a Plain ladies Levi jacket. Pairing the jacket and dress is a young look, pumps that match give it a more upscale look. Otherwise I would have gone with a pair of black ankle boots with 3” block heels.
I’m out, Full time, so this is all normal in my world. I don’t get the over the top comments so much anymore. I think it’s because like my friends I’ve gone to wearing skinny jeans most of the time. Why, because it’s easy to change up and you have a new outfit.
The reason for all this is, you all likely look at me as I’m different because I’m out, full time, a little farther down the line. But I think the public will always see me as a crossdresser. I see myself as a TG person, I have accepted this as simply the way things are, my normal.
My best friend thinks it’s great I can wear whatever I want. I don’t expect her or anyone else to understand that I can’t. I’m limited by myself, as I both want and appreciate the comment” You’re Beautiful”