Michelle Crossfire
12-02-2018, 11:38 PM
Greetings to all. Been a while since I posted and quite a bit has happened. Some good, some not so good. Got to go out 3 times in the last month or so. Got to go out to the mall and do some wandering around. Went into a TJ Maxx, wearing a pinkish orange sweater that my wife actually found and bought one of her own, with a pair of black pants and black boots. Actually got a compliment on my boots at TJ Maxx from a counter girl. Also went to Payless to look at some shoes/boots. (Pics 1 & 2). Got ma'am'ed by the clerk. Didn't buy anything. Then went into JC Penney, looked around and tried some things on. I was wearing a pair of earrings, that were originally pierced, but i got the idea from this website, cut off the post and used it as a clip earring. After a while, barely felt them at all. Had a fun day overall.
Went out to a GNO in Warren. My wife actually came with me. She will do that from time to time. Wore a brown blouse with a brown skirt and brown leggings with brown boots. Bit of a brown theme, maybe??
Third time out was actually with someone I met at the GNO who lived nearby. We talked about it but never was able to coordinate anything. Nothing odd, just went out for some drinks and socialize. Wore a pink top with black skirt (Pics 4 & 5).
The bummer part of all this is the ongoing court battles over my child. I was told that she does not want a relationship with me (has nothing to do with the CD stuff, just a really really f'd up divorce that occurred in 2005. Ex never fostered relationship and brainwashed her and the courts simply do not want to do their jobs and hear cases in a timely fashion. She ages out in less than a year and who knows what happens then. I am not holding out much hope anymore, just trying to get on with my life.
For me, the CD'ing is mostly a stress relief and getting to pretend I am someone that I am not normally. I like to go all out when dressing, why half ass it? While I am still apprehensive when around other people when dressed, I try to keep to myself and keep talking to a minimum outside of the GNO setting. Since my wife is more than willing to help me shop and give me fashion advice, I enjoy that with her. She will go out with me from time to time. All in all, she is my best friend. Can't ask for more than that.
Went out to a GNO in Warren. My wife actually came with me. She will do that from time to time. Wore a brown blouse with a brown skirt and brown leggings with brown boots. Bit of a brown theme, maybe??
Third time out was actually with someone I met at the GNO who lived nearby. We talked about it but never was able to coordinate anything. Nothing odd, just went out for some drinks and socialize. Wore a pink top with black skirt (Pics 4 & 5).
The bummer part of all this is the ongoing court battles over my child. I was told that she does not want a relationship with me (has nothing to do with the CD stuff, just a really really f'd up divorce that occurred in 2005. Ex never fostered relationship and brainwashed her and the courts simply do not want to do their jobs and hear cases in a timely fashion. She ages out in less than a year and who knows what happens then. I am not holding out much hope anymore, just trying to get on with my life.
For me, the CD'ing is mostly a stress relief and getting to pretend I am someone that I am not normally. I like to go all out when dressing, why half ass it? While I am still apprehensive when around other people when dressed, I try to keep to myself and keep talking to a minimum outside of the GNO setting. Since my wife is more than willing to help me shop and give me fashion advice, I enjoy that with her. She will go out with me from time to time. All in all, she is my best friend. Can't ask for more than that.