Natalie x
03-21-2006, 02:33 PM
You may have noticed that I've not been here lately, I've been off on another of my journeys around the inside of my head. Seems to be a CD thing.
Funny thing, this crossdressing, isn't it? For me, it's been a blessing, and has made the past year happier and more exciting than any other time in my life. Then, without warning, six/seven weeks ago, it deserted me; Natalie just vanished completely. No special reason, as far as I know, I just lost the need to dress; I still felt feminine, wasn't purging, or anything like that, just wandering around in a barren wilderness without any dresses or shoes or makeup, or any of the other "extras" that help to make each day complete for me. I became more and more depressed, and couldn't face the world, just shut myself away.
I'm pleased to say it has slowly passed, and I am back to my "normal" scatterbrained self.
Sorry to all my sisters for neglecting you. I did pop in once or twice, but couldn't make myself write anything. I know that's what friends are for, helping and supporting, but I felt like a fraud.
Thanks to my special friends for all your encouragement recently.
Look out world, the Tranny Granny is back in circulation, and looking for some serious action!
Funny thing, this crossdressing, isn't it? For me, it's been a blessing, and has made the past year happier and more exciting than any other time in my life. Then, without warning, six/seven weeks ago, it deserted me; Natalie just vanished completely. No special reason, as far as I know, I just lost the need to dress; I still felt feminine, wasn't purging, or anything like that, just wandering around in a barren wilderness without any dresses or shoes or makeup, or any of the other "extras" that help to make each day complete for me. I became more and more depressed, and couldn't face the world, just shut myself away.
I'm pleased to say it has slowly passed, and I am back to my "normal" scatterbrained self.
Sorry to all my sisters for neglecting you. I did pop in once or twice, but couldn't make myself write anything. I know that's what friends are for, helping and supporting, but I felt like a fraud.
Thanks to my special friends for all your encouragement recently.
Look out world, the Tranny Granny is back in circulation, and looking for some serious action!