Jessi is comming! I'm so excited!

[Jessifox85]

Hey everyone! So I'm new here and I wanted to start a thread to tell everyone about me and to have some people help me go through this process of 'Becoming Jessi for 24hrs'.

Before I go any further I want to say a few things.. I want to be as 99% truthful as I can be where as only names and exact details will be altered to protect my true details about my identity. Also I want to let everyone know about me my Male self first.

I am a man who day to day manages a retail store who has a wife and son I both love dearly. I live in the peidmont-triad area of North Carolina. And on occasion scince I was 7 years old I dress up like a woman..

But never like I will next weekend.. I will have the opportunity to fully go all out on my inner girlfriend whom I have recently named Jessica. Now when I say all out, I mean all out which may not sound like alot but remember girls.. I'm used to having mabey a few hours or one night every blue moon to do this.

This time without a doubt, will be the most extravagant time yet. But, I have to prepare which is where all you come in. I would love to hear your opinions and compliments as I go through this. But remember Jessica is who she is and she's gonna do what she wants to do!

Okay ladies! From this point out I will be typing as jessi on here. So I can go back and enjoy this journey later. So anyways, I should probably tell you about myself..
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My name is Jessica Christina Scott. I unfortunately dont have any good photos but that all will change next weekend. But I can describe myself to you. I'm a rather tall woman at 5'11", I am a plus sized girl but I'm more than comfortable with my own sexy body. Plus my ladies aren't complaining about it but my back does! Lol. I'm a free spirited woman who loves to dance and sing! Well lipsing maybe! I can be loud and wild but I am still a classy girl!
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Anyway, thank you all for reading and please comment because I would love to share this journey with all of you! Excuse my language ladies but I'm going all the way balls IN on this one! Looking forward to meeting all of you!

Bye bye for now!

[Melissa_Me]

Good luck Jessica,

As said before. Enjoy the weekend coming up and be the Jessica she wants to be.
Xx

[Tracii G]

Welcome to our little spot on the web I hope you enjoy it here.
Sounds like you have an exciting day coming up.I hope its everything you hoped it would be.

[Jessifox85]

I'm gonna answer some questions here from my intro thread.

Thanks girls. Um. My size is rather large my cup is probably a 40E and my waist and behind are rather large as well. That's allways been a sensitive subject too. To be honest it's hard enough to be able tell someone your a CD and then when they ask explain that you dress probably 50-80 lbs above your normal weight. " So your a fat crossdresser?!" That's what I'd hear.
But to answer another question. Yes I have dressed on a few times a month basis for the whole time I've been CD. But most of the times I've had the bare minimum of extras on with my breast rig and padding.but smaller amounts of accessories and short amounts of time.
I've never completed the look from head to toe.

[Melissa_Me]

You are ago you are. Size doesn't matter as long as you are happy with what you see looking back at you.
You dress how you want to dress and how you feel attractive.

So your experienced in all parts of dressing but just not at the same time.
Then the coming weekend will be super exciting, I still remember my first time going the full head to toe experience, it was amazing.

Start slow and take your time. Remember pictures as you go. They will help you remember it and give you clues on what you can do better, sequences to change next time or remind you what worked and unfortunately, what didn't, I've had plenty of those moments!!
Xx

[Jessifox85]

And to answer one more question. You are all correct and I think are right up my alley. This Is just a super fun weekend and away for me to relive some stress. Prefect my look. Snd just have a great time. I have been researching for a while now. I knew a month ago this was comming. But i wanted to talk though it and experience it with others just like me.

[Tracii G]

I don't think weight has much to do with crossdressing.
At least for me I haven't found being short and quite fat a problem.I work with what I have.

[Jessifox85]

Melissa you are do right, this time is for me to be me and I have so many idea's I'm going through my head. Thankyou again I hope you stick around through the finished product.

[Tracii G]

Take plenty of pictures and share some here if you wish because I would love to see how your night turns out.

[Jessifox85]

Tracii you're right everyone is beautiful exactly how they are. I was just saying to tell someone close to you who might already think CD is weird will really think its weird when you do it with a fat suit basically. But I think I am beautiful as a large woman. I am a heterosexual Male so of course large breast are attractive to me but to make it look real I gotta pack on some pounds elsewhere.

[Tahoegurl]

Maybe set some goals for your self...things to try or skills to improve on...like nails or makeup. That time will do by very quickly and feel rushed. I hope you have a great day. Cheers

[Amy Lynn3]

Jessica, welcome to this forum. I hope you have a great weekend and we would love to hear your story of being Jessica and what she did, while out and about. FYI: I am in the Triad area also.

[Jessifox85]

Amy Lynn thankyou but my breast rig is in no way passable. And all my clothes expose cleavage. But mabey I'll still go for a little drive or something.

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Oh and also a member of the triad mabey you know somewhere that might be a little more understanding of the supplies I need.

[ClosetED]

Welcome. With your situation, you want to leave no trace. So if you plan on using nail polish, put on a clear coat first so no color sticks to you. Make sure you have nail polish remover.
Mascara may leave your eye lashes a bit darker, so consider that. False lashes are 1 option.
Hugs, Ellen

[Eemz]

Welcome Jessi. There was at least one other person here who used to pad themselves out a lot from what I remember. Go for it. Hey I'm 46D without padding, just C-sized forms + playing the tuba since I was 14 LOL

[Jessifox85]

I just love the idea of padding. Plus my wingspan is 6'5" so you can Imagine how broad my shoulders are. Big hips and breast always suited me best. But I through a little belly in there anyway to fill it all in better. Thank you all again for chiming in it's so nice to have a place to talk about this stuff. I never thought I'd join a forum..

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Sorry I did it this way

[Patience]

For a second, I thought Jesus was coming.

I think we'll be better off with another cder. Welcome.

I don't think your attempt to get to 10 posts quickly really worked....

[Sometimes Steffi]

Jessi

I have a suggestion based on my early experience "going live" so to speak.

Go out for a professional makeover. The first time I got a professional makeover was the first time I saw the girl inside come out for a visit.

Here's some suggestions:

MAC: If you're brave enough to get a makeover in public, pull up your big girl panties and have of a seat on the chair in full view. If you're not brave enough (I wasn't), make an appointment in the hidden back room, which is what I did. Since then, I've gone a few times for a free mini makeover, like just for eyes, which, IMHO, is the hardest thing to do well.

Sephora: They typically do their makeovers by the front window. If you can handle that go for it. If that's a bridge too far, go to the Sephora in JCPenney. Same Sephora, but a much smaller crowd of lookie loos. But, still not private. I did the JCP route.

Ulta They do the makeup at the back of the store, but still in public view. First time there, i got an SA to pick me out some "drug store priced" makeup for a DYI. It looked pretty awful, umm, very awful. That's why I suggest a professional makeover. When I got more brave, I had an SA help me pick out some lipsticks on special, and then match me with a foundation, pretty much in full view of everyone.

I've heard a lot about Merle Norman, but have no personal experience. I've also talked to some of the MAs at Macy's, but way too public for me to get a makeover.

I've also done many mani/pedis at salons not likely to be patronized by anyone I know. Last time I did 1 inch extensions with dipping powder to go out of town. Not highly recommended because you can't do any normal activity (even zipping your pants) with one inch extensions. Plus you need them professionally removed. My nail tech used a "dremel" tool.

[xam]

Have fun in the upcoming adventure!

[alwayshave]

Jessi, Welcome to the forum. Have a great time.

[Connie D50]

Jessi I hope no I know your going to have a GREAT TIME.

[Rhonda Darling]

Jessie:

First of all, a hearty welcome.

Your upcoming adverture has piqued the interest of many of us. To get you closer to 10 posts, maybe you could give us a better description of your “rig” and describe in more detail how you transform yourself, how you put together any aids to dressing (home made prosthetic breasts, hips, etc.), and what you plan to wear.

Dont forget to include something about why/how you get such freedom this weekend to be able to go all out. For instance, in my earlier days dressing, I would relish a weekend when my late wife would takke our son to visit family out of town while I would stay home for whatever excuse I could muster. Tell us more of your story.

Best,
Rhonda

[GretchenM]

Welcome Jessica. I think you will find this place is full of helpful, friendly people that are very accepting of all of our variety from mild CD to mild TG to strong TG. We often share our experiences openly.

Many of us began this behavior when young, just like you did. And many engaged in similar amounts of the normal behavior that happens when you are sure you are doing something very, very wrong - feeling shame, using secrecy, etc. Then we discovered that really doesn't work in the long run, took a deep breath, and came out. Nothing wrong; it is who you are. Coming out may have been a really bad experience or a really good experience or something in between.

But where you go with this is not some fixed goal. It is an adventurous exploration to find a combination that is really comfortable for who you are and I suspect you have yet to fully discover. This weekend will be a huge event for you. But don't get caught up in the idea that it will all be as perfect as you imagine it will be - the fantasy aspect is not reality. You may find some things that feel right at first and later feel wrong and don't fit who Jessica is. No problem - modify it. Experiment, explore, try all kinds of combinations, see if maybe less is more or if more is more. I recommend seeking the place where you suddenly feel a great calm come over you and a satisfaction so your brain says, "Hey, you got it right this time. Now that is really you." But most of all it should be, on balance, an enjoyable journey into a world where you are satisfying something really deep inside you, something very fundamental that has been suppressed for most of your life. Like me you may end up finding that a bits and pieces approach works best or you may need to go much further to find the sweet zone that fits you.

Enjoy and feel free to share your experiences with us; in part that is what this little community is all about. Have fun whenever you have the chance to shift into Jessica mode, but also be aware that each time is an opportunity to grow and understand better who Jessica is as a person, whether she can collaborate with her male companion to produce a richer life experience rather than being a separate identity. But if you go out as Jessica be very careful where you go. Those who have transitioned learned the truth that to be safe, at the minimum do not go anywhere alone where a genetic girl would not go. Be safe.

[Angie G]

Hi Jessi welcome girl. Nice to meet you. Enjoy your upcoming adventure hun. :hugs:
Angie

[BrendaPDX]

For what it's worth from a closet case. Take pictures, take your time putting on makeup if you do it yourself, paint your nails, dress yourself, put on your shoes, put on your wig and look into the mirror. One of the most powerful moments I have ever had. I couldn't believe that the person looking back at me, was me! Take some pictures and share some with us if you want to. Be careful and have fun:battingeyelashes:

[Jessifox85]

Thankyou ladies, all these comments and words of support mean so much! So to be clear, I dont expect this to be the perfect transformation. I am completely new to the makeup side. But I've been watching tutorials for a while now. But wont be able to practice till the night of. And I am a hairy Italian man on the outside. Although I'll be shaving my face.( because I miss cut my beard line and just shaved it off. I've been working my excuses too!) But I will not be shaving my arms.
To be clear, I'm just looking for a weekend where Jessica can just shine, looking beautiful dancing around the house. But you have all given me such confidence so far and I'm so excited, I will be sharing a ton of pictures when I can. I'll try to post a few before pics as well.
Again ladies, thank you all for such kind words of encouragement.

[Tracii G]

No need for excuses for shaving your beard.
I hope you have a wonderful time shining.

[Melissa_Me]

Melissa you are do right, this time is for me to be me and I have so many idea's I'm going through my head. Thankyou again I hope you stick around through the finished product.

I'll stick around don't you worry. I'm looking forward to seeing some pictures and reading the write up after the event.
Xx

[Jessifox85]

No need for excuses for shaving your beard.
I hope you have a wonderful time shining.
I always wear a beard, though sometimes I cut it down short. It's just a fail safe if my wife acts surprised when she comes back to clean shaven me. But the plus side is she's never liked the beard.

[Tracii G]

I had facial hair for 30 years and when I shaved it all off nobody asked any questions.
I think we think people will ask but truth is nobody really cares either way.
My wife at the time said I looked better and younger so that was fine with me.

[Jessifox85]

Seven days to go! I just ordered some of the last things I need. Basically all new under padding support, what I have is on the raggity side and old. A new dress, and a wig. You ladies have me wanting to look my best next weekend! The undergarments I have now for my padding are too small for my size and are uncomfortable after about an hour or so. I'm planning on being transformed for about 24 hours so I need to be comfortable.

[NjJamie]

Jessi, you probably don't have time to order on-line but a suggestion to make the experience even better is a beard concealer, you can use red lipstick to neutralize the blue/black underneath. This will help your foundation cover the beard underneath.

Secondly, go with false nails. Many of us put them on last but I now enjoy the challenge and feel of doing the whole transformation with them on, makes me feel more femme and brings on the Pink Fog like no other aspect!

[JaclynL61]

Welcome Jessi and enjoy your weekend.

[Jessifox85]

I thought about that, even clean shaven I have very dark, jet black facial hair stubble. I ordered everything in going to have, unfortunately no beard concealer or shoes!!! I just couldn't find any my size that would work. But that's okay I'm not planning on leaving the house. But mabey next time!

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I almost forgot! I do have my fake nails, but how can I attach them to remove easily? Will using a different glue help?

[ClosetED]

I found the double sided tape for nails worked well. seems to be a form of contact cement, so comes off with no problem. Any SuperGlue will need acetone and may change appearance of nails. Some false nails come with it already on, so they are just peel and press on.

Hugs, Ellen

[Debs]

and if your going out and about, keep your bag with you at all times, I never take my phone or cards with with, just cash, if you lose or get your bag stolen then your not not going to hurt so much if its only cash you have lost.

[darla_g]

You might consider a corset. The extra weight has to go somewhere so it can be an asset. I think crossdressing has given me a greater appreciation for all types of bodies.

Most of all hope you had fun.

[Jessifox85]

I found out today I have family comming in this weekend. But not super close family but they might decide to stop by. They'll be staying down the street at another relative's place. I'll come up with some excuse why I cant see them.

Darla, I myself am a slimmer man, borderline dad bod. But even though I'm not big I feel as though Jessica is, and I feel sexiest and most comfortable that way. But I have complete control of the shape, I do put a larger waistline in because I want to keep some realism. There's no way I could be a 46-32-46 I would look ridiculous, so idk how the corset would help me, plus I dont have enough time to gather one up before this weekend. But you are right every body type deserves appreciation, even if it is excessive. I just dont want to offend anyone here or have them thinking it's a joke to me, I really do enjoy the size I am as a woman and its who I am.

[Jessifox85]

Well tonight is the night, when I get off work I'll go pick up the last of my supplies, which will be interesting seeing how I've never bought female underwear in a public store. But I cant wait! I wanted to ask a moderator if I should start a new thread for the weekend experience, or continue it on here. I would like to start a new one so I can go back and enjoy it myself without all the clutter. But I'll do whatever I need to do. Anyways I'll see you ladies tonight!

[char GG]

Hi Jessifox85,

It's fine if you want to start a new thread about your weekend.

Enjoy!

[Melissa_Me]

Jessi,
Buying underwear from a store in person is so much fun. Nobody will look twice at you, they will just think your buying it for your SO and I've always found that the sales assistants give you extra credit and appreciation that you are being so nice to your SO. I never tell them it's for me but I never confirm its for somebody else either, that way I'm not lying!!

Good luck for tonight, I hope it all goes well, looking forward to the new thread and the report in the morning.
Xx :kiss::kiss:

[Jessifox85]

I've been reading a lot on here about that. And I've noticed that same thing, SA's dont care what you are buying apparently. As long as your buying something. I dont carry womens underwear but I do work retail, so I get it.

[Jessifox85]

Jessie has been in full swing for over 24 hours now. I'll post some pictures later when I do a full write up. But for now I can say ladies this is absolutely amazing! I could not be more thrilled right now.