steffigirl37
07-05-2019, 08:24 AM
I admire and am certainly envious of the ability of many the individuals with this forum to fully present themselves as female. And do so very convincingly. To be able to shop, dine be out in public while dressed I find very brave and have great respect for.
Myself. I am a closeted very private crossdresser. My wife is the only person to have seen me dressed. This is within the confines of our house or motel room. I have tried, but failed to convince her to accompany me on a venture outside. Throughout my lifetime I have privately dressed and visited a handful of secluded places where I could not be seen or only at indistinguishable distance.
Lately I have experienced a need to express my femininity and with my wife and daughter out of town I had the opportunity. It was a Saturday afternoon. I put on a pair of black pantyhose and a long black slip. Painted just the pinky nail of my left hand with a deep red nail polish. Applied mascara to my eyelashes and put on a gold woman’s bracelet. Put on a pair of jeans and a long sleeve tee shirt and slipped into a pair of black pumps. Out of the closet I picked a black and red dress and a long sweater. I left the house and drove about 30 minutes to a shopping mall where I think I would not be recognized. At this point I changed into a pair of sneakers (I’m not that brave) and went into the mall. I visited the woman’s department of several stores. Admired the clothing. Checked sizes, prices, material and brand. It was in JC Penneys that I picked out a scarf and as I was making the purchase I suddenly had a desire to appear more effeminate and in some way I wish I could.
I left the mall and drove out to a secluded cemetery with many paved drives and paths. I parked the car put on the dress, sweater and shoes and took several strolls around. After about an hour it started to get dark so I drove home still dressed. Poured myself a glass of wine and sat outside in the dark. To some it may all seem a little disturbing. Perhaps in need of psychological help (I often wonder). To me it was very exhilarating.
Thanks for listening.
Myself. I am a closeted very private crossdresser. My wife is the only person to have seen me dressed. This is within the confines of our house or motel room. I have tried, but failed to convince her to accompany me on a venture outside. Throughout my lifetime I have privately dressed and visited a handful of secluded places where I could not be seen or only at indistinguishable distance.
Lately I have experienced a need to express my femininity and with my wife and daughter out of town I had the opportunity. It was a Saturday afternoon. I put on a pair of black pantyhose and a long black slip. Painted just the pinky nail of my left hand with a deep red nail polish. Applied mascara to my eyelashes and put on a gold woman’s bracelet. Put on a pair of jeans and a long sleeve tee shirt and slipped into a pair of black pumps. Out of the closet I picked a black and red dress and a long sweater. I left the house and drove about 30 minutes to a shopping mall where I think I would not be recognized. At this point I changed into a pair of sneakers (I’m not that brave) and went into the mall. I visited the woman’s department of several stores. Admired the clothing. Checked sizes, prices, material and brand. It was in JC Penneys that I picked out a scarf and as I was making the purchase I suddenly had a desire to appear more effeminate and in some way I wish I could.
I left the mall and drove out to a secluded cemetery with many paved drives and paths. I parked the car put on the dress, sweater and shoes and took several strolls around. After about an hour it started to get dark so I drove home still dressed. Poured myself a glass of wine and sat outside in the dark. To some it may all seem a little disturbing. Perhaps in need of psychological help (I often wonder). To me it was very exhilarating.
Thanks for listening.