Jayne
03-28-2006, 05:45 AM
I have had urges to wear clothing of the opposite sex since I was very young (about 5 or 6). Possibley due to having more friendship with my sisters and helping mum than anything else.
I have always sneaked on girls shoes and when the house was empty tried on my sisters undies. This always gave me a thrill (possible the chance of getting caught).
When I got married I was quite fit and not much fat on me so I could force a fit into my wifes clothes when she was out. I developed a taste to fully dress at this point and pushed further by sneaking out in the car and walking out in secluded areas where I could get seen by traffic but they could not stop to talk to me.
As I have gotten older I can no longer use my wifes clothes and the urge to do so has passed. I still get the compulsions to paint my toes nails and slip on nice undies along with either shoes or sandles.
Am I alone in this transformation ?
Does the need eventually fade ?
I have always sneaked on girls shoes and when the house was empty tried on my sisters undies. This always gave me a thrill (possible the chance of getting caught).
When I got married I was quite fit and not much fat on me so I could force a fit into my wifes clothes when she was out. I developed a taste to fully dress at this point and pushed further by sneaking out in the car and walking out in secluded areas where I could get seen by traffic but they could not stop to talk to me.
As I have gotten older I can no longer use my wifes clothes and the urge to do so has passed. I still get the compulsions to paint my toes nails and slip on nice undies along with either shoes or sandles.
Am I alone in this transformation ?
Does the need eventually fade ?