Jerry
03-29-2006, 02:41 AM
Girls, I'm pushing 50 and I'm nearing the end of the most magical week of my life.
Like many here, I've struggled getting access to clothes, shoes, makeup, and the rest of the kit for all of my life. Two years ago I told my wife of 11 years and we've been trying figure it all out. A year ago I shaved my beard after 20 years! A few weeks ago I trimmed my eyebrows and shaved my, well, almost everything. I let me fingernails grow for about a month. I've acquired some shoes that actually fit over the last months and bought breast forms in November. Until now, I've only been able to eek out a few hours here and there. I've been a bulb buried in the ground.
Last Thursday, she took the kids and went to Mississippi to see her sister. (I had to work and couldn't go.) But for the first time ever, believe it or not, it's true, I've had 6 days alone with access to almost everything I could want.
I have been able to live as I've dreamed for decades. Not hurrying to apply makeup and try on outfits. I've lounged in skirts and got dressed up for dinner. I've been able to wear makeup and jewelry all day long. I've had time to put my hair (wig) up into clips or a ponytail and do the laundry. I've slept in a nightgown with my breastforms. Had my finger and toe nails painted when I wake up in the morning. I've taken hours to take photos (Sorry, still can't share). My bulb has awaken into a spring flower.
I has been GREAT! And I have absolutely no idea how long it will be until I can have this again. I will cherish this week.
I could go on and on and on. I await another warm sunny week when I can bloom.
Love from Arkansas
Jerry
Like many here, I've struggled getting access to clothes, shoes, makeup, and the rest of the kit for all of my life. Two years ago I told my wife of 11 years and we've been trying figure it all out. A year ago I shaved my beard after 20 years! A few weeks ago I trimmed my eyebrows and shaved my, well, almost everything. I let me fingernails grow for about a month. I've acquired some shoes that actually fit over the last months and bought breast forms in November. Until now, I've only been able to eek out a few hours here and there. I've been a bulb buried in the ground.
Last Thursday, she took the kids and went to Mississippi to see her sister. (I had to work and couldn't go.) But for the first time ever, believe it or not, it's true, I've had 6 days alone with access to almost everything I could want.
I have been able to live as I've dreamed for decades. Not hurrying to apply makeup and try on outfits. I've lounged in skirts and got dressed up for dinner. I've been able to wear makeup and jewelry all day long. I've had time to put my hair (wig) up into clips or a ponytail and do the laundry. I've slept in a nightgown with my breastforms. Had my finger and toe nails painted when I wake up in the morning. I've taken hours to take photos (Sorry, still can't share). My bulb has awaken into a spring flower.
I has been GREAT! And I have absolutely no idea how long it will be until I can have this again. I will cherish this week.
I could go on and on and on. I await another warm sunny week when I can bloom.
Love from Arkansas
Jerry