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JessicasRabbit
07-26-2020, 06:18 PM
I have recently come to accept a new label.

In November, I introduced my female presentation to much of my family by photos of me ?dolled up,? and identified myself as a crossdresser. Then in January, I introduced this presentation to my world on the book of Faces. These moments have been met with acceptance and support from anyone who has commented. I haven?t met ANY negativity.

For a brief while, I identified myself as bi/gender-fluid. Through further research, I came to identify myself as pan/gender-fluid. During quarantine, I introduced my split presentation photos of me during Pride month posts in a few larger groups on Facebook. In some of the Native American groups, I was praised as the embodiment of ?Two-Spirit.? I had heard and seen this term before. I dismissed this as it had been more widely associated with ?gay.? Through more research, I have come to learn that it is much more of an umbrella term than I had given it credit for.
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBH6wVOjolg&t=7s)

For the past few weeks, I have gone out on Sundays for brunch at a local caf? where the servers have seen photos of my feminine presentation. Last weekend, I had the epiphany that the local mask mandate works in my favor. I ventured out to a few other places after brunch, hidden behind the safety of a mask. Today, I received compliments from the staff at the caf? that I look fabulous today.

I am pretty sure that I am going to be venturing out more often in a feminine presentation.

What I wore to the cafe today;
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One of my split presentation photos that I often share;
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Angie G
07-26-2020, 08:36 PM
Looking at the side of your face that IS made up I see no reason for a mask. :hugs:
Angie

JessicasRabbit
07-26-2020, 09:42 PM
Thank you! The mask is due to current local and state mandate.
I've gone out a few times before without the mask to a few smaller businesses where I already felt comfortable without makeup. The mask provided an extra bit of comfort to venture further. I have considered and am certain that I will add makeup to future adventures into the wild. I'm growing into getting out.

“The shell must break before the bird can fly.” Alfred Tennyson

docrobbysherry
07-27-2020, 12:16 PM
Sounds great! Just not the rabbit hole I was expecting, Jessica!:heehee:

I thot of MY dressing experience when mentioned rabbits!
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