Help! I Am A Sinner.

[Penny]

Help me; I have sinned! I have violated the 11th comandment.
Man may view pretty, he may admire pretty, he may even own pretty but he himself must never be pretty, wear anything pretty or make himself pretty .
What then is to become of me? Must I remain in this closet
unbeknown s to anyone harboring this shame and this guilt. Let me purge myself of this evil and start anew. But wait, I have tried this before and each time the desire to make myself pretty, to be pretty and to feel pretty or have pretty feelings returns and I can not resist for that pretty feeling triggers a completeness that is difficult for this man to explain.
Shall reveal my secret to the ones I love and seek forgiveness and ask for understanding or shall I go out into the world and subject myself to ridicule and humiliation. I must do something to eleviate the shame, guilt and pain. The pretty voice is calling to me: "please let me out; don't lock me away for another time!" I want to be free!
Well, this is what I felt and for those of you who have read my previous threads, you know that I
am out and today, 20 years ago, I told my wife and thus was free from the
shame and guilt. I'm not going to tell you that crossdressing has not presented problems one of which was a near death experience. But I will
tell you that today, I'm more secure in my life and I feel prettier that I ever
felt before. You girls here have helped me to make greater strides in the last few months by providing some thought provoking questions and also identifing
comments. Thank you all:<3:

[Yes I am]

You Go Girl!

[TGMarla]

Yup. Things move along fast once you're in the ol' forum.

[susiej]

Penny,

Darlin', it looks like you did pretty good all by yourself, and right now, you don't need anybody's help -- only admiration!

Hugs,
Susie

[Marci]

Dear Penny,

Might I be given...forgiven...never given...a penny for my thoughts?
When one searches the OT, one finds that it is GGs who are forewarned about donning male attire!? Only after that are dudes told not to find out what it might feel like to enjoy the loveliness of girlie things...

I LOVE the way you do the "Mea culpa" thingy. Excellent!!

In the 20th and 21st century, GGs can wear the clothing [as well as mannerisms, attitude and self-assurance] that DUDES are supposed to elicit in order to be recognized as LEADERS!??!!? Oh well...

We have within ourselves [CDs/TVs] the POWER to be the VOICE OF REALITY for all of society! Just study Native Americans before the "invasion" by retreating religious persecution folk. They held transgender folk in a high state of respect because they could see BOTH SIDES...SOMETIMES ALL SIDES...OF ISSUES!

Hugs,

Marci

[Bev06 GG]

Hate to tell you this but we all are, (SINNERS THAT IS), its called being human.
BEVXXXX

[Jennaie]

Hate to tell you this but we all are, (SINNERS THAT IS), its called being human.
BEVXXXX


Indeed, To sin is to fall short of perfect, as we all do. But you know, sometimes I feel like I'm falling WAY SHORT.. lol.

Sometimes I have a hard time with my dressing and my wanting to be in the fem position in bed, and yet, still attracted to women. Just when I think I have a grip on it, I seem to get confused again. But each day I try to learn something new and move on towards a better understanding and acceptance of myself.

[Seven]

Indeed, To sin is to fall short of perfect, as we all do. But you know, sometimes I feel like I'm falling WAY SHORT.. lol.

Sometimes I have a hard time with my dressing and my wanting to be in the fem position in bed, and yet, still attracted to women. Just when I think I have a grip on it, I seem to get confused again. But each day I try to learn something new and move on towards a better understanding and acceptance of myself.

Me also Sister, I have a hard time with my dressing, and I am always trying to get to grips with it, but I must say, you all, help me make the day that little better.
Thank you
XXXXXXXXXXX Seven

[sparks]

I sin everytime I take the lord's name in vain! If Cding is a sin I guess there will be lots of company coming to dinner. Smells like Roast!
I'm glad you are doing well in life everyone diserves too!
You look great and feel great! That's all you will need!

[MsJanessa]

"Near death"? Was your girdle too tight?--lol

[Penny]

Hate to tell you this but we all are, (SINNERS THAT IS), its called being human.
BEVXXXX
Well, I did feel for a long time, like crossdressing was a sin or a violation of something. I don't feel that way now though. If God didn't want me to do this, I woudn't have been born with the need to feel pretty. You're right, we
sin in so many other ways but the real sin about crossdressing is when you
hide it because it does bring some of the 10 commandments into play.

[Veronica E. Scott]

Thou shan not covet thy neighbord panties. That is the only one I have trouble with.Oh and maybe Vanity.

[Shellybean]

That book you are quoting from was not written my god, but by mankind. cruel,dominating,powerhungry,afraidoffemininepower MEN!
so no you are not a sinner. god made you, why would she make you this way and then hate you? Not logical at all
s.