Chrissycd
11-04-2004, 07:02 PM
After years of hiding in my house like a frightened pussy cat, I finally went out en femme for the first time last Sunday night. My gg, who is also my ex, didn't have plans and she suggested we use Halloween as an excuse to finally do it.
So, after we finished giving out treats, we got dressed and she helped me put on my makeup. She did all of my eye makeup for me so it would turn out right, and so it wouldn't take all night. It was both exhiliarating and frightening for me, sitting there in the bathroom as she applied the eyeshadow, liner, and all. It seemed so wonderful to be accepted by her even more than when we were married.
So, she went as a fairy with the wings and all, and I went as a hot librarian because the costume I ordered came in the wrong size and it didn't fit well enough to cover my...well, you get the picture. Anyway, we went to a place that was supposed to have a hip hop show, but it was almost empty and everyone was staring at us, so we left.
The funniest thing about it though was that the first two people we saw when we walked in were a couple of college boys dressed as cds. They looked at me and cocked their heads sideways, unsure whether I was what they thought I was. I presented like a lady, so I think they were confused b/c I'm so tall.
We left and went to a local italian restaurant just to have a late dinner and a few drinks instead. My hair is shoulder length, but I had it pulled back tight into a bun, and I was wearing my unisex glasses that give me the librarian look. I also wore a wine colored turtleneck sweater, a knee length black wrap skirt, matching wine tights, and three inch black slides.
When we walked in, the hostess was about five feet tall, so I made her look like a midget, and I suppose I looked like an Amazon. My wife commented on how big my breasts were as we approached the door, because I wear a C cup, but I'm a tall girl, and they are in proportion, so it was all good. (I think she was a bit envious, perhaps.)
Well, we walked in, and it was just too funny how this little hostess swallowed hard, hesitated a millisecond, and then greeted us and went about seating us. We sat in the bar because nobody would see us in the dining room which was empty.
Our waitress was dressed a bunny, and she was a sweetheart, not even batting an eye, and treating us wonderfully. It was interesting though, how people, especially the guys, went out of their way to walk by our table on their way to the bathroom. Now, I wasn't necessarily the only attraction, of course, b/c my gg is a classy blonde, but I just like to think it was all about me. :p
Nothing really unusual happened until one of the waitresses in the adjoining dining room, stepped over to our table, put her arm around me, and said, "I just wanted to tell you that we are jealous of your great complexion."
I was just thrilled, and smiled as she walked away. Someone said we can always hope to pass and fool the boys, but we will never, ever fool the girls, and I found out that seems to be true, but it was soooo nice that the girls were so sweet and complimentary towards me. It made my night! :)
Another interesting thing was that my gg told me that she knew something was up with me when we were married but she just couldn't put her finger on it. I asked why she thought so, and she said that I was just "different" than most guys in bed. We talked about that some more, and it left me wondering even more whether I really do belong in this body. It has begun to make me think even more about my future.
I wanted to include some pix, but we just didn't take any. Sorry girls! Anyway, I just had to share that with all of you. It was a huge step for me, and I absolutely loved it!!! :)
Chrissy
So, after we finished giving out treats, we got dressed and she helped me put on my makeup. She did all of my eye makeup for me so it would turn out right, and so it wouldn't take all night. It was both exhiliarating and frightening for me, sitting there in the bathroom as she applied the eyeshadow, liner, and all. It seemed so wonderful to be accepted by her even more than when we were married.
So, she went as a fairy with the wings and all, and I went as a hot librarian because the costume I ordered came in the wrong size and it didn't fit well enough to cover my...well, you get the picture. Anyway, we went to a place that was supposed to have a hip hop show, but it was almost empty and everyone was staring at us, so we left.
The funniest thing about it though was that the first two people we saw when we walked in were a couple of college boys dressed as cds. They looked at me and cocked their heads sideways, unsure whether I was what they thought I was. I presented like a lady, so I think they were confused b/c I'm so tall.
We left and went to a local italian restaurant just to have a late dinner and a few drinks instead. My hair is shoulder length, but I had it pulled back tight into a bun, and I was wearing my unisex glasses that give me the librarian look. I also wore a wine colored turtleneck sweater, a knee length black wrap skirt, matching wine tights, and three inch black slides.
When we walked in, the hostess was about five feet tall, so I made her look like a midget, and I suppose I looked like an Amazon. My wife commented on how big my breasts were as we approached the door, because I wear a C cup, but I'm a tall girl, and they are in proportion, so it was all good. (I think she was a bit envious, perhaps.)
Well, we walked in, and it was just too funny how this little hostess swallowed hard, hesitated a millisecond, and then greeted us and went about seating us. We sat in the bar because nobody would see us in the dining room which was empty.
Our waitress was dressed a bunny, and she was a sweetheart, not even batting an eye, and treating us wonderfully. It was interesting though, how people, especially the guys, went out of their way to walk by our table on their way to the bathroom. Now, I wasn't necessarily the only attraction, of course, b/c my gg is a classy blonde, but I just like to think it was all about me. :p
Nothing really unusual happened until one of the waitresses in the adjoining dining room, stepped over to our table, put her arm around me, and said, "I just wanted to tell you that we are jealous of your great complexion."
I was just thrilled, and smiled as she walked away. Someone said we can always hope to pass and fool the boys, but we will never, ever fool the girls, and I found out that seems to be true, but it was soooo nice that the girls were so sweet and complimentary towards me. It made my night! :)
Another interesting thing was that my gg told me that she knew something was up with me when we were married but she just couldn't put her finger on it. I asked why she thought so, and she said that I was just "different" than most guys in bed. We talked about that some more, and it left me wondering even more whether I really do belong in this body. It has begun to make me think even more about my future.
I wanted to include some pix, but we just didn't take any. Sorry girls! Anyway, I just had to share that with all of you. It was a huge step for me, and I absolutely loved it!!! :)
Chrissy