Raffina
04-16-2006, 03:30 PM
A friend organised a fancy dress party a day ago, so basically you can go as anything you want. I was excited of course, as this gave me the perfect opportunity to cross-dress with an excuse, as people will expect to be ridiculed, thus giving me no worries at all.
Therefore while my other friends were deciding what to go as, I have already decided hehe. I decided to go as Princess Peach / or Princess Toadstool from the Super Mario videogames (http://fan.happyrain.org/peach/peachylayout.jpg) as I have a pink dress that is similar, and also a wig that kind of resembles her hairstyle. Hell, I even had the white satin silk gloves. I didn't really care how much I resembled the character, all I cared about was the chance to dress up and fully express my true self with no fear of ridicule and reprisal.
Here are the pics of my outfit in this thread: http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/showthread.php?t=28418
Anyway on the day before the party I got all made up, dress, wig, shoes, the lot. While getting dolled up the feeling was so immense, as other people will actually SEE me dressed up as a female for the first time. Anyway once I was ready, I sat in the room excited and a little shaky waiting for the friends to pick me up. Then the doorbell rang. Heh. Upon opening the door my friend's reaction to me were of amazement, rather than a laughable joke. I remember one of the friends, who is a girl, saying "OH... MY... GOD...". She didn't laugh at all, which puzzled me....to this day I still don't know whether she said it in a 'ridicule' sense or 'amazement' sense....all the signs point to amazement though.....hopefully. She herself was dressed a a standard sexy french maid. Nice legs. Heh, the other guys were like all 'bloody hell, who the f***s this??' reaction. They were dressed as caveman, Elvis, knight, and pope.
So once the reaction was over, I had to step out into the street. Lifted my dress up and stepped onto the pavement...the sound of my high heels making that 'click' noise on each step I took was amazing. Felt really good I did. Got into the car, and drove to the party. At this point I was shaking a little, but luckily the girl mate who I sat next to half-heartedly gave me feminine compliments in a 'joke' sense, which calmed me down a little, and the guys were saying how 'brave' I was was...heh heh. Little do they know...:p
So once we arrived, we stepped out of the car, and went into the venue. Upon entering it was a relief, as there were other guys dressed as women - tacky or fake ones of course, such as Marylin Monroe or the Fat Slapper body suit! Some even didn't bother to shave! From this moment on I knew it was going to be a good night, so I just went and talked to lots of people. I'm not boasting, but some people did geniunely think I was a girl from a far distance, which was nice. The shocking reactions I got from others were fun! But what was most fun of course was the fact that I was in my feminine mode, the fact that I had to teeter around in high heels felt good, and the sound of the dress ruffling was amazing. Also I acted in very feminine ways too - such as the girly hand point gestures, the twisty, wriggling movement when walking, the curtseys while I greeted people and they greeted me, was just awesome. Walking upstairs to the bathroom I had to lift my dress up and tip-toe up the stairs (without the stiletto heel on the steps), which people could see the shoes I was wearing, which felt pretty feminine. Can't forget having to re-apply the pink lipstick in the bathroom either!
The best feeling overall was definitely when some people geniunely thought I was a "chick" or "lass", as quoted, and some women who complicated me on my shoes. That really did make me happy.
During that time I really wished I was a girl, where in reality I never desired to want to be a woman for real. I guess it was just one of those bursts of feelings.
Of course I still haven't 'come out of the closet' for real yet, as this was a fancy dress party which provided me the excuse. So for you girls who still haven't 'come out', and is invited to a fancy dress party - DO IT. Go as your woman self. You'll really enjoy it, trust me.
Again, here are the pics of my outfit in this thread: http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/showthread.php?t=28418
Cheers for reading, hope I didn't bore you too much.
"Jen"
Therefore while my other friends were deciding what to go as, I have already decided hehe. I decided to go as Princess Peach / or Princess Toadstool from the Super Mario videogames (http://fan.happyrain.org/peach/peachylayout.jpg) as I have a pink dress that is similar, and also a wig that kind of resembles her hairstyle. Hell, I even had the white satin silk gloves. I didn't really care how much I resembled the character, all I cared about was the chance to dress up and fully express my true self with no fear of ridicule and reprisal.
Here are the pics of my outfit in this thread: http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/showthread.php?t=28418
Anyway on the day before the party I got all made up, dress, wig, shoes, the lot. While getting dolled up the feeling was so immense, as other people will actually SEE me dressed up as a female for the first time. Anyway once I was ready, I sat in the room excited and a little shaky waiting for the friends to pick me up. Then the doorbell rang. Heh. Upon opening the door my friend's reaction to me were of amazement, rather than a laughable joke. I remember one of the friends, who is a girl, saying "OH... MY... GOD...". She didn't laugh at all, which puzzled me....to this day I still don't know whether she said it in a 'ridicule' sense or 'amazement' sense....all the signs point to amazement though.....hopefully. She herself was dressed a a standard sexy french maid. Nice legs. Heh, the other guys were like all 'bloody hell, who the f***s this??' reaction. They were dressed as caveman, Elvis, knight, and pope.
So once the reaction was over, I had to step out into the street. Lifted my dress up and stepped onto the pavement...the sound of my high heels making that 'click' noise on each step I took was amazing. Felt really good I did. Got into the car, and drove to the party. At this point I was shaking a little, but luckily the girl mate who I sat next to half-heartedly gave me feminine compliments in a 'joke' sense, which calmed me down a little, and the guys were saying how 'brave' I was was...heh heh. Little do they know...:p
So once we arrived, we stepped out of the car, and went into the venue. Upon entering it was a relief, as there were other guys dressed as women - tacky or fake ones of course, such as Marylin Monroe or the Fat Slapper body suit! Some even didn't bother to shave! From this moment on I knew it was going to be a good night, so I just went and talked to lots of people. I'm not boasting, but some people did geniunely think I was a girl from a far distance, which was nice. The shocking reactions I got from others were fun! But what was most fun of course was the fact that I was in my feminine mode, the fact that I had to teeter around in high heels felt good, and the sound of the dress ruffling was amazing. Also I acted in very feminine ways too - such as the girly hand point gestures, the twisty, wriggling movement when walking, the curtseys while I greeted people and they greeted me, was just awesome. Walking upstairs to the bathroom I had to lift my dress up and tip-toe up the stairs (without the stiletto heel on the steps), which people could see the shoes I was wearing, which felt pretty feminine. Can't forget having to re-apply the pink lipstick in the bathroom either!
The best feeling overall was definitely when some people geniunely thought I was a "chick" or "lass", as quoted, and some women who complicated me on my shoes. That really did make me happy.
During that time I really wished I was a girl, where in reality I never desired to want to be a woman for real. I guess it was just one of those bursts of feelings.
Of course I still haven't 'come out of the closet' for real yet, as this was a fancy dress party which provided me the excuse. So for you girls who still haven't 'come out', and is invited to a fancy dress party - DO IT. Go as your woman self. You'll really enjoy it, trust me.
Again, here are the pics of my outfit in this thread: http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/showthread.php?t=28418
Cheers for reading, hope I didn't bore you too much.
"Jen"