MrforNow
11-07-2004, 07:47 PM
I finally made the move and stopped to do some shopping today. I was feeling really awkward at first. As I walked around the ladies "intimates" department I felt like everyone was looking at me.
But to be honest, I didn't notice anyone giving me funny looks at all! It was so much fun checking out all of the lingerie and panties! I didn't buy very much as I was still unsure about sizes and all, but I did better than I expected. Everything fits pretty well.
Ok, let's see, here's what I wound up with. A light pink thong with a matching little string strap top, both litely beaded. A darker pink very sheer and lacey thong, a pair of pink satin pajamas (size 18W / 20 W, I really could have gone a size larger but it fits ok), a bottle of nail polish for my toes as nobody can see my toes while I'm in drab, some skin moisturizer, and a small electric hair trimmer to remove the hair from the tops of my feet and toes.
After I left the store I just couldn't wait to get parked here for the night so I could try them on! It really was sooo much fun. I am wearing the little beaded thong and top now and they really feel nice. The polish looks fantastic. A kinda metalic polish (chrome) in a color that's not quite maroon or burgandy, it's liter than that, but a darkish red.
I will be buying makeup as soon as I do enough reading up to know what I need to buy and how to apply it. The makeup thing is going to be hard as I pretty much live in my truck and so am in public pretty much all of the time and wouldn't dare walk inside a truckstop wearing it LOL.
For now I'll have to be happy lounging in my rig at night wearing what I like with the cab privacy curtains closed.
I am also going to go wig shopping some time soon, in some place where nobody knows me and I couldn't care less what they think.
OK now, I've finally, after all these years, taken the first faltering steps toward being the me I really am. Know what? IT FEELS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But to be honest, I didn't notice anyone giving me funny looks at all! It was so much fun checking out all of the lingerie and panties! I didn't buy very much as I was still unsure about sizes and all, but I did better than I expected. Everything fits pretty well.
Ok, let's see, here's what I wound up with. A light pink thong with a matching little string strap top, both litely beaded. A darker pink very sheer and lacey thong, a pair of pink satin pajamas (size 18W / 20 W, I really could have gone a size larger but it fits ok), a bottle of nail polish for my toes as nobody can see my toes while I'm in drab, some skin moisturizer, and a small electric hair trimmer to remove the hair from the tops of my feet and toes.
After I left the store I just couldn't wait to get parked here for the night so I could try them on! It really was sooo much fun. I am wearing the little beaded thong and top now and they really feel nice. The polish looks fantastic. A kinda metalic polish (chrome) in a color that's not quite maroon or burgandy, it's liter than that, but a darkish red.
I will be buying makeup as soon as I do enough reading up to know what I need to buy and how to apply it. The makeup thing is going to be hard as I pretty much live in my truck and so am in public pretty much all of the time and wouldn't dare walk inside a truckstop wearing it LOL.
For now I'll have to be happy lounging in my rig at night wearing what I like with the cab privacy curtains closed.
I am also going to go wig shopping some time soon, in some place where nobody knows me and I couldn't care less what they think.
OK now, I've finally, after all these years, taken the first faltering steps toward being the me I really am. Know what? IT FEELS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!