Marketa
05-04-2025, 10:48 AM
Some of you might have noticed I was a bit absent from this forum past few weeks. I have things going in my life, some good, mostly not, and I haven't had the time, energy nor will to show up here. Also due those circumstances my CD time was quite cut short and to be totally honest I also ate quite badly those few weeks and it starts to have effect on my body and how I feel about it, so diet and workouts, here I come! It was hard and exhausting, but my life started to stabilize finally and I should be doing fine again after May.
Anyway during those wild weeks it was exactly a year I started CD, so I decided to play classical music video, poured some water (not wine - diet) and do a bit of retrospective.
As it was mentioned several times in comments of my latest outing posts, I went quite far in relatively short time. Originally at the beginning I thought I'll be able to go out en femme in October/November after dark from a hotel I'll have to pay a room in. The reality was, that in the middle of October I was fully en femme in opera wearing long navy blue dress with a split and I went directly from my apartment and it was far from my first time going out. So I definitely exceeded my expectations by far.
What also surprised me, that as a woman I like clubbing (in reasonable amount). I was on New Year's Eve party and I was hit on by a man and that was fun. I genuinely enjoyed it. Then in January I was in opera again to see another play and this time in even better dress (the purple ones, if anyone remembers). I also went shopping and spoke with SAs several times, who were all great and respectful and addressed me as a woman (Czech language differentiates between f/m/it versions of some words), but because I'm sure it's not totally comfortable situation for them, I always spend nice money there.
Then I was in another club not so long ago and I had a great time there with two gays (don't make anything of this sentence, ladies) and then I went there again few days ago. April 30th is Witch-night here and on May 1st is national holiday, so I went there this time in all black as a proper witch and I was hit on again, but surprisingly by a woman. That was interesting and enjoyable as heck. I also spoke with another CD, I told her I love her shoes (I genuinely did) and she praised my boobs, so I told her about them and that they are just the belt, so I have no lines to hide on neck or shoulders and she really liked it. About half an hour later I found out she's a drag queen that was performing there. Overall I had a really nice night.
And I'll wrap it up with few observations and things I encountered and found out.
Being a woman is expensive. Like bloody hell why 7ml make-up costs $10+ ? And brushes! I want to paint my face, not Sistine Chapel! They don't have to be that special, I'm no Michelangelo.
Make-up sponge is perfect for blending, but absorbs soooooo much of product.
Wash your brushes.
The breast belt is perfect. You don't have to hide lines on your shoulders nor neck, as I mentioned, and you can wear almost every GG dress, that don't have too low cut in front or back. And if you're not too wild with jumping then if you choose proper size they hold even without a bra. But then lower back start hurt a little after a while, because it holds the whole weight. And it has also really hard nipples, which might look inappropriate sometimes.
If you have self-adhesive breast forms, then washing the adhesive layer with gall soap will renew it like a magic. Much better than a liquid soap. I sleep in them, so they need to be renewed every few days. I'm not using traditional bar soap though, so I don't know about that one.
I love shoes and especially high heels. 7,5-10cm/3-4in are perfect for me. All the pumps, boots, high boots, mules, sandals...they are like Pokemon. I want them all!
I've got quite stunning eyes, especially with false lashes and dark eyeshadows.
CD made me finally wax my hands and arms, which I like even in drab mode. They look much better like that.
Sometimes I wish I could go en femme to work.
And last but not least one surprising moment I had:
When I was at the second opera (the purple dress) I had to use ladies' room and when I finished and was pulling hip-pads up I realized I have male parts. I'm not exaggerating, but I literally forgot I have those and that I have to adjust them first. I was quite taken aback, because it wasn't the first week I had them.
So that's about it. If you have any questions, do not hesitate to ask :)
Anyway during those wild weeks it was exactly a year I started CD, so I decided to play classical music video, poured some water (not wine - diet) and do a bit of retrospective.
As it was mentioned several times in comments of my latest outing posts, I went quite far in relatively short time. Originally at the beginning I thought I'll be able to go out en femme in October/November after dark from a hotel I'll have to pay a room in. The reality was, that in the middle of October I was fully en femme in opera wearing long navy blue dress with a split and I went directly from my apartment and it was far from my first time going out. So I definitely exceeded my expectations by far.
What also surprised me, that as a woman I like clubbing (in reasonable amount). I was on New Year's Eve party and I was hit on by a man and that was fun. I genuinely enjoyed it. Then in January I was in opera again to see another play and this time in even better dress (the purple ones, if anyone remembers). I also went shopping and spoke with SAs several times, who were all great and respectful and addressed me as a woman (Czech language differentiates between f/m/it versions of some words), but because I'm sure it's not totally comfortable situation for them, I always spend nice money there.
Then I was in another club not so long ago and I had a great time there with two gays (don't make anything of this sentence, ladies) and then I went there again few days ago. April 30th is Witch-night here and on May 1st is national holiday, so I went there this time in all black as a proper witch and I was hit on again, but surprisingly by a woman. That was interesting and enjoyable as heck. I also spoke with another CD, I told her I love her shoes (I genuinely did) and she praised my boobs, so I told her about them and that they are just the belt, so I have no lines to hide on neck or shoulders and she really liked it. About half an hour later I found out she's a drag queen that was performing there. Overall I had a really nice night.
And I'll wrap it up with few observations and things I encountered and found out.
Being a woman is expensive. Like bloody hell why 7ml make-up costs $10+ ? And brushes! I want to paint my face, not Sistine Chapel! They don't have to be that special, I'm no Michelangelo.
Make-up sponge is perfect for blending, but absorbs soooooo much of product.
Wash your brushes.
The breast belt is perfect. You don't have to hide lines on your shoulders nor neck, as I mentioned, and you can wear almost every GG dress, that don't have too low cut in front or back. And if you're not too wild with jumping then if you choose proper size they hold even without a bra. But then lower back start hurt a little after a while, because it holds the whole weight. And it has also really hard nipples, which might look inappropriate sometimes.
If you have self-adhesive breast forms, then washing the adhesive layer with gall soap will renew it like a magic. Much better than a liquid soap. I sleep in them, so they need to be renewed every few days. I'm not using traditional bar soap though, so I don't know about that one.
I love shoes and especially high heels. 7,5-10cm/3-4in are perfect for me. All the pumps, boots, high boots, mules, sandals...they are like Pokemon. I want them all!
I've got quite stunning eyes, especially with false lashes and dark eyeshadows.
CD made me finally wax my hands and arms, which I like even in drab mode. They look much better like that.
Sometimes I wish I could go en femme to work.
And last but not least one surprising moment I had:
When I was at the second opera (the purple dress) I had to use ladies' room and when I finished and was pulling hip-pads up I realized I have male parts. I'm not exaggerating, but I literally forgot I have those and that I have to adjust them first. I was quite taken aback, because it wasn't the first week I had them.
So that's about it. If you have any questions, do not hesitate to ask :)