Neith.goddess
04-26-2006, 11:20 AM
I recently read a post (which i wanted to comment on and cant seem to find now) that said that allot of girls here are unhappy with there name...it was a poll or something...
So..
I'll tell you about my name...maybe it'l help anyone with this problem?
I had a dream about a river goddess...and for some reason when I woke up I had the name ~Naryest~ in my head... I had never even thought about giving my crossdressing side a name...but I kept thinking about my dream..
In my dream...it was very short, and it was just an image of some feminen looking figure at this river I used to hang out at allot but I couldent remember what she looked like when I awoke...
the more I thought about it...I realized it was me...
my holy sanctuary, the freedom to feel feminin... and look pretty
that river was always like a dream world to me...I love it there and I have never crossdressed there...but the reason being, people are always there bikeing around...and the thought never occured to me at the time anyway...
but the point of the dream was that I subcontiously feel boxed in, and I want to express myself, in places where I should be able to...
I looked up the word Nary online... and its a popular name in forign contries like japan...
in english it means...Not A...like...I heard nary a sound...
so in a way my name Naryest Goddess means "mostly, not like a goddess"
which I found stoopidly ironic...
thats just how I got my name...
but I know that its a name that came from myself
which Is my favorite part about my name...Like an indian I chose my own name...through a vision
whats your name... and how do you feel about it?
So..
I'll tell you about my name...maybe it'l help anyone with this problem?
I had a dream about a river goddess...and for some reason when I woke up I had the name ~Naryest~ in my head... I had never even thought about giving my crossdressing side a name...but I kept thinking about my dream..
In my dream...it was very short, and it was just an image of some feminen looking figure at this river I used to hang out at allot but I couldent remember what she looked like when I awoke...
the more I thought about it...I realized it was me...
my holy sanctuary, the freedom to feel feminin... and look pretty
that river was always like a dream world to me...I love it there and I have never crossdressed there...but the reason being, people are always there bikeing around...and the thought never occured to me at the time anyway...
but the point of the dream was that I subcontiously feel boxed in, and I want to express myself, in places where I should be able to...
I looked up the word Nary online... and its a popular name in forign contries like japan...
in english it means...Not A...like...I heard nary a sound...
so in a way my name Naryest Goddess means "mostly, not like a goddess"
which I found stoopidly ironic...
thats just how I got my name...
but I know that its a name that came from myself
which Is my favorite part about my name...Like an indian I chose my own name...through a vision
whats your name... and how do you feel about it?