Tabatha
05-02-2006, 09:30 AM
First, I would like to give a big thank you to you girls who have given me a warm welcome here. :love:
Growing up in a small town and having no sisters I never experienced the "trigger" until just a couple of months ago. I honestly do not know if I will become a regular here or not. Currently I am trying sort all of this out. As for right now I enjoy wearing and now walking around women's shoes. I know eventually I will probably try dressing up fully to see how I feel about it. I have recently had two experiences with wanting to be or at least looking like a woman I have seen. That is a new feeling and I'm trying to digest it all. first there was this woman I saw walking down the street. I immediately felt an attraction to her as a male then suddenly I felt I wish I could look like that. Then, last night I was watching Entrapment and I again experienced this feeling. Catherine Zeta jones in that movie suddenly had that same look for me. She just looked so cute in that movie.
Maybe it will all just stay where it is at for me... (I'm kinda hoping that it does):strugglin or maybe I will begin to develop more of this duel personality as so many of you have or feel partially feminine all the time. I guess time will tell. I really like the interaction on this forum, you girls are very good to each other and supportive. I know this is a good place to be for Cd'ers. please bear with me as I sort all of this out. The last couple of months have been kinda scary for me. The last couple of days have not been quite so scary.
Growing up in a small town and having no sisters I never experienced the "trigger" until just a couple of months ago. I honestly do not know if I will become a regular here or not. Currently I am trying sort all of this out. As for right now I enjoy wearing and now walking around women's shoes. I know eventually I will probably try dressing up fully to see how I feel about it. I have recently had two experiences with wanting to be or at least looking like a woman I have seen. That is a new feeling and I'm trying to digest it all. first there was this woman I saw walking down the street. I immediately felt an attraction to her as a male then suddenly I felt I wish I could look like that. Then, last night I was watching Entrapment and I again experienced this feeling. Catherine Zeta jones in that movie suddenly had that same look for me. She just looked so cute in that movie.
Maybe it will all just stay where it is at for me... (I'm kinda hoping that it does):strugglin or maybe I will begin to develop more of this duel personality as so many of you have or feel partially feminine all the time. I guess time will tell. I really like the interaction on this forum, you girls are very good to each other and supportive. I know this is a good place to be for Cd'ers. please bear with me as I sort all of this out. The last couple of months have been kinda scary for me. The last couple of days have not been quite so scary.