you can run but you can't hide?

[Val Tan]

i don't know if anyone remembers me, but i kinda 'quit' cd-ing some time last july or august. it's been nearly a year already, and i have survived so far.

recently however, the thoughts and urges have returned. i guess what they say is true. you can't purge and stay off cd-ing forever.

as a side note, it's not as if i've crossed out cd-ing. i'm still open to it, given the right circumstances. the main problem is risk of discovery and lack of freedom, since i'm living with my family.

*starts playing "I Will Survive"

[sky0629]

Feel your pain mine live right across the road from me

[Kate Simmons]

That's why we are all here, Hon, to support each other. Don't hesitate to post your feelings anytime. Love, Ericka

[Clare]

Yes I do remember you - nice to have you back Val.

[DonnaT]

Welcome back Val. Keep the faith, you seem to have lasted longer than I would have thought. What was it I said, oh yes:


Good luck Val. Don't be surprised that once the clothes are gone, the desire will return.

[Laurie Ann]

Welcome back I'm sure you will find a way around your current circumstances.

[Wenda]

I remember you Val. I sympathize with your situation. Really, really difficult to shut that door. In the meantime, you are always welcome here.

[Val Tan]

Welcome back Val. Keep the faith, you seem to have lasted longer than I would have thought. What was it I said, oh yes:

Aawwww... you remembered :o :D

[Lawren]

Hi, Val

Of course we remember you. Welcome back.

I think we all go through the same things that you have this last year. You are not alone. Even if you do not CD any more you are welcome here.

[Wendy me]

Val tan welcome back i do rember you been a while .... now look at the bright side of this ....your starting to get them thoughts ....and the summer fashons are on the way .......girlfreind i see a shopping trip comming up....

[Val Tan]

to be honest, i've got to be realistic. and the fact is there is no reasonable way for me to start dressing again due to the privacy and freedom concerns. :( the problem now would be to control my thoughts... sigh...

[Tiffy]

Welcome back Val. We are still here ready ad waiting for you. Glad to see you back.

April Marie

[Joy Carter]

Nice to make your aquaitance Val come and sit with us a while it helps I know.

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