Natasha Anne
06-06-2006, 07:07 AM
The time must be closing in fast. Last night was the first night I dreamed about the surgery I am to undertake, or rather the waking up from it.
I recall waking up, feeling "down there" and realising that despite all the bandages and stuff there were no long any unwanted bits there anymore! I started crying I was so happy, which prompted the nursing staff and others in the room into realising I was awake and sharing that moment with me. It made me sure that I want to have as many special people around me as possible at that moment. It was indescribable in some respects. I just don't know how to explain it, and to get across the feelings that overwhelmed me.
The dream was so vivid, just sitting here typing this message about it makes my eyes a little watery
I can't wait
P.S. My surgery will be in Oct/Nov, or so says my psychiatrist who is taking care of things for me. My assessment by the surgeon is already scheduled for 7 September!
I recall waking up, feeling "down there" and realising that despite all the bandages and stuff there were no long any unwanted bits there anymore! I started crying I was so happy, which prompted the nursing staff and others in the room into realising I was awake and sharing that moment with me. It made me sure that I want to have as many special people around me as possible at that moment. It was indescribable in some respects. I just don't know how to explain it, and to get across the feelings that overwhelmed me.
The dream was so vivid, just sitting here typing this message about it makes my eyes a little watery
I can't wait
P.S. My surgery will be in Oct/Nov, or so says my psychiatrist who is taking care of things for me. My assessment by the surgeon is already scheduled for 7 September!