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sparks
06-21-2006, 02:32 AM
So I had my six days of fun in a frock. Yes much like heaven it was. I looked far to much like Bettie Davis in Sweet Baby Jane. For not having dressed fully in more than seven years it was a thrill! I did all I could.
I spent the first day trying to event the worlds cheapest set of breast forms and failed on to many accounts to say that I ended up with world's most expensive homemade boobies. After frustration passed I settled for ol'faithful! Nylons! Never let me down yet.
So what could I do after that to torture myself further. Oh yes! Make-up! My God, how does anyone have the patience to learn this stuff. Tried various times, got fed up, went back for more punishment. When Sweet Baby Jane was starring back at me in the mirror, I knew I was done.
"I'm ready for close up Mr. DeMille!"
After that it was time for amateur horror filming with the Webcam! Attrocious to say the least. Tacky is another word. I will need a better actress next time. But Sparks was captured on film for hysterical, I mean historical purposes.
So onward to shopping the next day. Neighbouring small town. Didn't know what hit'em!
"Mag he's touching the lingerie in Aisle four! Ew! Tell him to stop touching. And those items don't match! Oh Creepy he's going to the dressing room. Cover that little girls eyes! Whew he did not go in! I repeat he did not go in!"
Oh yeah girls those were special times that will stay with me for a life time!"
In a nutshell I did everything I could think of to fill those six days. But the truth of it besides being fun and realizing that heaven is shaved legs in hosiery, was simply this: I spent the majority of my time in drab. Shameful yes but truthful. I didn't need a bra to happy! I could make it if I did not dress.
Day Six arrived and the wife and kids arrived home. Once again I will have sparse time to dress. This is good because the pressures of make-up will not be upon me. I grew as a person these past six days, not in the Handyman category(This is not a tale for the faint of heart) but in the merging of two parts of my life. I know I will always want to dress and luv doing it! But I can get by with the odd hour here and there, I hope. The family is just to important and I luv them. They need well rounded Dad in their life and this girl is ready.
So I folded up all my girl clothes placed them gently in box and hurriedly stashed them before the car pulled into the drive. MS. Sparks is ready for her family.
I still hope to be here some. I luv this place and the many characters in it but I know it may not be as often as I like.

Teresa Amina
06-21-2006, 05:20 AM
Hang on to that Horror Film you made, you'll have to post it here someday. Or turn a small part of it into your Avatar!:eek:

Lilith Moon
06-21-2006, 05:28 AM
Hiya Sparks,

My dressing opportunities are few and far between but I'm about to embark on 4 days of dressing freedom here, so your comments are especially interesting to me. I'm trembling with anticipation and I have plans....such plans. I'll keep you all posted. :D

Kate Simmons
06-21-2006, 07:33 AM
We'll be here Sparks. We'll be here. Ericka

Casey Morgan
06-21-2006, 07:54 AM
They sound like six days that were well worth experiencing. I agree with Teresa, you have to post that video sometime.

Tiffy
06-21-2006, 10:19 AM
We will be here when you get a chance to stop in.

April Marie

uknowhoo
06-21-2006, 11:15 AM
to paraphrase...


better to have dressed and loved, than never to have dressed at all. :D

OR

a bad day of dressing is still better than a good day in drab.


As with so many things, you only get better with practice. I'm glad you had the chance to indulge yourself as you did. We'll look forward to seeing you around, even if it's not quite as often. Enjoy your family.

xoxo

Tammi

JoannaDees
06-21-2006, 04:24 PM
Time for the chrysalis stage, awaiting the next sunny day to emerge the butterfly!

Poetic, yet sad, and hopefully only a parallel good time. I'm sure you'll have many sunny days with the family. Equal, I hope, to your butterfly days.

:twirl:

Sarah Rabbit
06-21-2006, 05:24 PM
I'm about to get two days by myself to indulge, not that I need to wait, the S.O. knows. Unfortunately my wardrobe does not cover Winter all that well(Mostly Summer Clothes). So out come the thick stockings and 'Girly' cardigans. I'm glad you had a great time Sparks. I too have lots of dramas with the makeup(Damn that Eyeliner) see you when you drop by next.

Sarah R. :bunny:

Kristen Kelly
06-21-2006, 06:22 PM
What I would give for 6 days enfem, I'm off for 3 days in Atlantic City enfem cant wait. I have had many nights there, but never all weekend. After I check in Kristen hits the town (and maybe a Jackpot or 2).

sparks
06-22-2006, 01:37 AM
Well girls! Thanks for the kind replys. Me horror flick is under lock and key at the MGM vault. Apparently there is a copyright on Sweet Baby Jane. My folks arrive from Ont. on Friday and Vacation is here. Time for some tall cool ones. I can only post when I'm on night shift and possibly Saturdays.
And what do you know my time on nightshift is just about up.
I'm still sad about the anarchy I got caught up in on Sunday. Please people respect the rules here. Being banned will not prove anything. What I did was uncalled for and thankfully I was not put out on my ear. The world for me would be sad and lonely if notforyou girls to listen to my troubles and share my girly triumphs with.
Here is also a bottom line the moderators and administation staff do not get paid for the work and troubles they have to put up with. I angered and disappointed people with my actions and it really was not fair to anyone. I'm not sure on many levels what is happening around here. There seems to be a great deal of unrest and animosity within the ranks. Can we not find a constructive way of dealing with things instead of getting in a huff and winding up banned?
This really is safe place away from the world where we all share a common interest. It is free from porn and alot of other crap found on the net. Both sides moderators/administrative staff and members should be striving in ways to keep it this way and helping it to grow.
Again I'm sorry for my ridiculous actions and betraying peoples trust in me.

God bless you all and to all a good night.

Wenda
06-22-2006, 11:20 PM
I think you are being unneccessarily harsh on yourself, dear. It seemed to me that many could relate to your adventure. The anticipation, then, taking action, followed by 'the camera', demoralization, etc. The great thing about this community is its flexiblity and its acceptance. You aren't going to bump into us at the convenience store or the bank, so we can be pretty honest. Have a great summer, enjoy your family, check in when you can. luv, w.

Karren H
06-23-2006, 08:11 AM
Well I always say, Family first, Karren's low on the food chain! And its about balance but it sure is fun to slip into fem mode every so often!! So don't stay away too long!!

Love Karren

Lisa Golightly
06-23-2006, 08:26 AM
Make-up! My God, how does anyone have the patience to learn this stuff...

Darling, I thought that's what all boys did at twelve years old! :blushing:

Noel Chimes
06-23-2006, 05:53 PM
it's again time for my annual visit from my daughters. One 16 and the other 15.:eek: (PMS= PASS MY SHOTGUN) And they will be looking for Dad and Big Sis, and the babies (grandchildren), and none of them know about Noel.:praying: So guess who is getting a 6 week vacation? On a positive note new neighborhood and no one knows me.:thumbup:
Don't fret Sparks. Just think back to those six days of heaven, and get that silly grin on your face that she won't understand.

Julie York
06-23-2006, 06:03 PM
Chocolate is very attractive when you can't have it.

But 3 Easter eggs are usually enough to make you feel some what depressed and wonder why you wanted it so badly.




But you did have fun..in a way.:thumbsup: