Megan G
07-02-2006, 06:25 AM
Hey all,
It has been a while since I have posted anything on the forums here so I thought I would drop in and say hi to everyone. Life has kept me very busy lately with our first child on the way (t- 12 weeks and counting) and working 8 days a week:( so I have not had much time to post here lately.
My CD'ing had taken a back seat to allow me time to do other things in preperation for the arrival of our first child but as usual I can only ignore that side of me for so long. Many of you may remember that I am "fresh" out of the closet to my wife, even though she has know for over a year (I did a bad hiding job) it has only been 2 months since I have officially come out to her. I must say that she is one hell of a woman and understands that my CD'ing is a part of the person she fell in love with and accepts it 100%. After our inital talk she told me that she was not ready to see me dressed and I completely understood that and promised not to push.
I still find it hard to talk about this side of me so the other day I emailed her and told her that I am frustrated by not having any clothes that fit properly (the charms of ebay:( ) and that I would someday like to go out shopping at a couple of local stores to get an outfit that fit properly. I also mentioned that I would really appricaite her coming along to help. Well to my suprise she agree'ed and set a date for today! I could hardly sleep last night as I was so excited!!
What really took me of guard was I mentioned how I would like to be dressed in front of her at least once before we went shopping to kind of "break the ice" if you will and she told me to go for it!
So Friday night I dressed in a sensible skirt (her's) and white top and bra and made my debut appearance "en femme". While I was a bundle of nerves she took it very well and tried to comfort me as best as prossible. To be totally honest it felt great finally being in the open with her and it eased alot of my fears. So up to now I have spent Friday night and Saturday night dressed up in front of her and alot of my fears have now been subsided.
We are heading out in a couple of hours to go shopping for some new clothes for me, life is looking good.
It has been a while since I have posted anything on the forums here so I thought I would drop in and say hi to everyone. Life has kept me very busy lately with our first child on the way (t- 12 weeks and counting) and working 8 days a week:( so I have not had much time to post here lately.
My CD'ing had taken a back seat to allow me time to do other things in preperation for the arrival of our first child but as usual I can only ignore that side of me for so long. Many of you may remember that I am "fresh" out of the closet to my wife, even though she has know for over a year (I did a bad hiding job) it has only been 2 months since I have officially come out to her. I must say that she is one hell of a woman and understands that my CD'ing is a part of the person she fell in love with and accepts it 100%. After our inital talk she told me that she was not ready to see me dressed and I completely understood that and promised not to push.
I still find it hard to talk about this side of me so the other day I emailed her and told her that I am frustrated by not having any clothes that fit properly (the charms of ebay:( ) and that I would someday like to go out shopping at a couple of local stores to get an outfit that fit properly. I also mentioned that I would really appricaite her coming along to help. Well to my suprise she agree'ed and set a date for today! I could hardly sleep last night as I was so excited!!
What really took me of guard was I mentioned how I would like to be dressed in front of her at least once before we went shopping to kind of "break the ice" if you will and she told me to go for it!
So Friday night I dressed in a sensible skirt (her's) and white top and bra and made my debut appearance "en femme". While I was a bundle of nerves she took it very well and tried to comfort me as best as prossible. To be totally honest it felt great finally being in the open with her and it eased alot of my fears. So up to now I have spent Friday night and Saturday night dressed up in front of her and alot of my fears have now been subsided.
We are heading out in a couple of hours to go shopping for some new clothes for me, life is looking good.