Priscilla1018
08-18-2006, 12:08 PM
Hi,it has been a while since I have visited but,I am sure,some of you remember me.I joined this forum 19 months ago and,at that time,I identified as a CD MtF.Since that time Priscilla has been evolving and taking over,thank you Lord!.Four months ago,while I was prepairing for weight loss surgery,I began to see a Gender Therapist.Over the course of therapy I realised I was Transgender and had been in denial for 50 years which led to Depression,drug and alcohol abuse to cope with supressing my natural feelings.I have totaly cleaned up my act and made the decision to come out two months ago after surgery.
I chose to come out at the Health Club that I had worked out at for three years.Picture me in the Men's locker room with shoulder length hair,painted nails and toenails,a pair of womens shorts and a pink tank top.Oh I also carry a purse,no more stuff crammed in my pockets like a bloke;and today I was wearing platform sandals to show off my toes.I have recieved many strange looks but have had no adverse comments.I am accepted as far as I will be there.I am sure everyone thinks I am Gay,it no longer matters to me what others think.I have been living as a woman all day,every day for the past two months.I am still married and my wife is adjusting and understanding,we are both in therapy and are going to make it work.
All of my Doctors,pharmacists and neighbors have seen me clean shaven,in full makeup,and dressed in skirts and tops.I shop as a woman,I do everything now as a woman and am loving every minute of it.I even bought a feminine car,instead of my old 4x4 pickup truck I now drive a silver Mustang convertible.I have also recently decided that I am Transexual more than just Transgender.I will wait a while before I start HRT,to give my wife more time to get used to the changes in me.I don't want to push at the moment.We have talked about electrolysis in the future and for now are just enjoying shopping and being together.At some future date,if I can ever afford it,I would dearly love to transition and match my outward appearance to the lady I am on the inside.
This is what has been happening in my life lately.I have come a long way on my journey.I wish all of you fair winds on your journeys.:rose2:
I chose to come out at the Health Club that I had worked out at for three years.Picture me in the Men's locker room with shoulder length hair,painted nails and toenails,a pair of womens shorts and a pink tank top.Oh I also carry a purse,no more stuff crammed in my pockets like a bloke;and today I was wearing platform sandals to show off my toes.I have recieved many strange looks but have had no adverse comments.I am accepted as far as I will be there.I am sure everyone thinks I am Gay,it no longer matters to me what others think.I have been living as a woman all day,every day for the past two months.I am still married and my wife is adjusting and understanding,we are both in therapy and are going to make it work.
All of my Doctors,pharmacists and neighbors have seen me clean shaven,in full makeup,and dressed in skirts and tops.I shop as a woman,I do everything now as a woman and am loving every minute of it.I even bought a feminine car,instead of my old 4x4 pickup truck I now drive a silver Mustang convertible.I have also recently decided that I am Transexual more than just Transgender.I will wait a while before I start HRT,to give my wife more time to get used to the changes in me.I don't want to push at the moment.We have talked about electrolysis in the future and for now are just enjoying shopping and being together.At some future date,if I can ever afford it,I would dearly love to transition and match my outward appearance to the lady I am on the inside.
This is what has been happening in my life lately.I have come a long way on my journey.I wish all of you fair winds on your journeys.:rose2: