Im losing it.

[lahr]

It seems as if i'm going kinda nuts. I have always had a fetish for womens clothes, especially lingeree and high heels and such. Over the past several years I have graduated to skirts, dresses tops, and occasional make up ect. As of late I feel like I have to be seen as a woman. I wanna go out looking like a real woman and be seen it the style that I feel sexy and femenine in. My wife is ok with this and encourages my CDing around the house and having our intimate get togethers in lingeree is wonderfull but there must be more. Is this a natural progression? Something that comes with age? I doubt that I could ever pass as a woman but I still want to be seen as one, Espesially in hose, heels, a nice dress and make with big hair. How does one deal with these feelings?

[Eugenie]

I have had a very similar experience with my x-dressing. It started as a fetishism for women underwear (open bottom girdles) with a heavy sexual connotation and evolved to full woman dresses or skirts, high heels, nylons, makeup, wig. And recently the desire to be seen "en femme"... I've come out to a few people and sent my picture in the galery here... But less and less sexual content to my x-dressing.

I have no statistics, but reading posts in this forum and looking at pictures in the gallery, it seems that we are not alone to have had such an evolution...
:hugs:
Eugenie

[sherell]

I've been dressing for years and can,t resist taken chances. Sometimes I can't believe what I just did

[gennee]

I have been going out more, at least twice a week. I need to be out there. I kind of like the naughtiness aspect of it.

Gennee

[vbcdgrl]

I say, find a CD friendly place to go, get dressed to the Nines, and just do it.

Vikki

[Teresa Amina]

Sounds like the usual awakening. You've just gotta see where this all goes, don't you? Same here. It's not losing it but trying to find it. "It" is that core "you" in there.

[Wenda]

I have no data, other than what I have read from the posts on this site, but, I believe it is a reasonable hypothesis that we (crossdressers) evolve from level to level. Two years ago, it took all my courage, and gave me enormous gratification to buy shoes and lingerie. Earlier this year, I went to two corporate functions, once partially dressed, and once fully transformed. I am planning another next week.
The gratification that you receive when you meet people who you know in your drab life, and they don't recognize you, is VERY rewarding!:D :D

[janiecdbbw]

I agree to the others that we have "levels" ..iIknow that I have been up and down for sure with wanting to go "out".done it , had fun then went long periods when I didn't .. When the urge was there it was really THERE, so I went with it. It is hard to cope though , so I sympathize .
Janie