Jaydee
09-01-2006, 11:55 AM
Hello to my sisters,
I have to relate a major breakthrough in my life. Where it will lead I do not know.
I have always considered my self deeply closeted. Until I found this site a few months ago, no one in the world knew of my CDing. Over the last few months I have grown to better accept myself and my feelings. I have grown braver with respect to CDing.
It is a long story but a few years ago, I had started wearing panties "for comfort". My wife didn't object as long as I followed a few rules: black only, no lace, and I couldn't borrow hers. lol. I don't believe she suspected any thing more.
A couple days ago, she was looking in a clothing catalog and we started talking about the different clothes. She expressed her dislike of almost all clothes for women. She would be happiest in sweatshirt, jeans and hiking boots. Her favorite hosery is hiking socks. Eventually, the discussion got around to why she especially disliked pantyhose.
We were out shopping yesterday, and I finally got up the nerve. I picked up a pair of pantyhose and put them in the cart (now how did I know the correct size?). She gave me a quizzical look, and I said I would explain later. When I got the chance, I explained my interest and facination with pantyhose, after our previous conversation. I didn't explain everything, but answered her questions. She was a little uneasy and disconcerted, but did not directly object to my wearing them.
Last night I was wearing them under shorts. She didn't notice, or say anything. It was a tremendous feeling of relief and/or exhilleration to be out in the open. She is out for the day today, so here I sit at the computer, in my black panties, and pantyhose, she knows and accepts (at least a little). Of course she doesn't know about the bra, dress and high heels. hehe.
It is a little crack in my dam of secrecy, but it feels good, (if scary). I don't want to overwhelm her or take it too fast. It is a new road. I don't know where it will lead, only time will tell.
Jaydee
I have to relate a major breakthrough in my life. Where it will lead I do not know.
I have always considered my self deeply closeted. Until I found this site a few months ago, no one in the world knew of my CDing. Over the last few months I have grown to better accept myself and my feelings. I have grown braver with respect to CDing.
It is a long story but a few years ago, I had started wearing panties "for comfort". My wife didn't object as long as I followed a few rules: black only, no lace, and I couldn't borrow hers. lol. I don't believe she suspected any thing more.
A couple days ago, she was looking in a clothing catalog and we started talking about the different clothes. She expressed her dislike of almost all clothes for women. She would be happiest in sweatshirt, jeans and hiking boots. Her favorite hosery is hiking socks. Eventually, the discussion got around to why she especially disliked pantyhose.
We were out shopping yesterday, and I finally got up the nerve. I picked up a pair of pantyhose and put them in the cart (now how did I know the correct size?). She gave me a quizzical look, and I said I would explain later. When I got the chance, I explained my interest and facination with pantyhose, after our previous conversation. I didn't explain everything, but answered her questions. She was a little uneasy and disconcerted, but did not directly object to my wearing them.
Last night I was wearing them under shorts. She didn't notice, or say anything. It was a tremendous feeling of relief and/or exhilleration to be out in the open. She is out for the day today, so here I sit at the computer, in my black panties, and pantyhose, she knows and accepts (at least a little). Of course she doesn't know about the bra, dress and high heels. hehe.
It is a little crack in my dam of secrecy, but it feels good, (if scary). I don't want to overwhelm her or take it too fast. It is a new road. I don't know where it will lead, only time will tell.
Jaydee