Jamsey
10-11-2006, 03:48 PM
My male and female side lately have been in conflict, with my fem side wanting more action. My poor tired and exhausted, battered and bruised male ego, from now on know as ME, has surrendered and decided to take a nap. I will let it be a long nap.
So, in a case like this, what is a girl to do?
(pause for dramatic effect)
Shopping of course.
Since Penneys was having a great sale I went there and before I knew it, at least 2 hours, I had 4 bras, 1 waist shaper, 4 panties, 1 night gown (lovely ivory one), 2 camis, 1 tank top, 1 puffy sleeve v-neck top, (long sleeve and fits perfectly), and 1 booted black skirt. My ME stirred briefly and wanted to know what's up. I told ME I purchased everything on the 50-70% off racks, plus had an additional 20$ coupon if spending more than 100$ plus, I said 'Look at this pretty shirt I got you'. Me then went back to his nappy.
Anyway my fem side is presently in charge, won't my psychiatrist be happy to hear that. He said this medication I started taking will ease my CD urges. Fat chance buddy. Sorry I'm rambling.
Anyway, I also found this great vintage clothing store with a lot of great dresses and very CD friendly. The owner was very helpful, I explained I was looking for a knock-out Halloween costume, preferably a dress. and before I knew it I was trying on all kinds of dresses. First time ever. I was nervous as hell. Too bad hardly any fit, I wear a size 10 skirt but have a size 38 chest and broad shoulders. The most darling of dresses just didn't match. But there were 2 I was very interested in, the owner said she would keep an eye open for me. Today I was in the store and she had this absolutely drop dead bright red flapper dress. It was a size 10, I know that sizes in dresses really don't have any basis in reality, anyway this one fit perfectly. It will be my dress for the NYC halloween parade. I also got a matching bag. Now to find size 14 red shoes to go with it.
I'm rambling terribly here, Anyway I have had to restructure my life around my CD purchases. Plus I have to lose about 10 pounds of flab. I changed my eating habits, if anyone has MacDonalds stock you better dump it. I'm buying less of crap to have more to spend on CD items and I need save a lot the way I'm going.
Is this common among us girls who after being suppressed for years all of a sudden have almost complete freedom (finances willing of course) to purchase beautiful apparel? Am I on a pendulum swing where it will start to go the other way and do you think I will have regrets? I am sometimes very confused about this whole thing. I'm 58 and having a blast right now but having led a very straight and conservative life, I have question come up and ask me Just what the hell are you doing? Any advice or comments will be appreciated, sorry for the length.
Jamsey.
p.s. I am a complete bitch with my SO.
So, in a case like this, what is a girl to do?
(pause for dramatic effect)
Shopping of course.
Since Penneys was having a great sale I went there and before I knew it, at least 2 hours, I had 4 bras, 1 waist shaper, 4 panties, 1 night gown (lovely ivory one), 2 camis, 1 tank top, 1 puffy sleeve v-neck top, (long sleeve and fits perfectly), and 1 booted black skirt. My ME stirred briefly and wanted to know what's up. I told ME I purchased everything on the 50-70% off racks, plus had an additional 20$ coupon if spending more than 100$ plus, I said 'Look at this pretty shirt I got you'. Me then went back to his nappy.
Anyway my fem side is presently in charge, won't my psychiatrist be happy to hear that. He said this medication I started taking will ease my CD urges. Fat chance buddy. Sorry I'm rambling.
Anyway, I also found this great vintage clothing store with a lot of great dresses and very CD friendly. The owner was very helpful, I explained I was looking for a knock-out Halloween costume, preferably a dress. and before I knew it I was trying on all kinds of dresses. First time ever. I was nervous as hell. Too bad hardly any fit, I wear a size 10 skirt but have a size 38 chest and broad shoulders. The most darling of dresses just didn't match. But there were 2 I was very interested in, the owner said she would keep an eye open for me. Today I was in the store and she had this absolutely drop dead bright red flapper dress. It was a size 10, I know that sizes in dresses really don't have any basis in reality, anyway this one fit perfectly. It will be my dress for the NYC halloween parade. I also got a matching bag. Now to find size 14 red shoes to go with it.
I'm rambling terribly here, Anyway I have had to restructure my life around my CD purchases. Plus I have to lose about 10 pounds of flab. I changed my eating habits, if anyone has MacDonalds stock you better dump it. I'm buying less of crap to have more to spend on CD items and I need save a lot the way I'm going.
Is this common among us girls who after being suppressed for years all of a sudden have almost complete freedom (finances willing of course) to purchase beautiful apparel? Am I on a pendulum swing where it will start to go the other way and do you think I will have regrets? I am sometimes very confused about this whole thing. I'm 58 and having a blast right now but having led a very straight and conservative life, I have question come up and ask me Just what the hell are you doing? Any advice or comments will be appreciated, sorry for the length.
Jamsey.
p.s. I am a complete bitch with my SO.