Cristi
10-27-2006, 07:57 PM
Today was a real milestone for me. Those of you who've read any of my other posts know that I go out on halloween, but have been very cautious about any other outings. The most I'd done on a non-halloween day are walks on dark streets or similar things.
Today I took things to a new level. I've been waiting for halloween and decided to have a makeup 'practice' day since I had the day off. After spending an hour and a half shaving legs, face, chest, creating my cleavage with the help of some tape and getting my makeup and nails just right, I was 'all made up with no place to go'. I decided to go for a drive to enjoy the day. I got dressed in a flowing print skirt, black V-neck top (with plenty of cleavage and even a hint of my lace bra showing deep at the bottom of the neckline!), black tights and C cup forms.
I found myself heading South toward some malls. To make a long story short, I did a lot of thinking about the many posts I've read on this forum about girls going out without any problems or confrontations at all and decided that today was the day to get off the fence.
I found myself at the entrance to an Sears that was the anchor store to a mall. I told myslef that I was just going to step inside the door, look around then walk back to the car, but as soon as I got inside... I just kept going! I browsed two levels of the store then exited by a different door, which meant a long walk in the Sun back to my car.
With this short visit under my belt, I moved on to a more crowded store, a J.C. Penny store that anchored the opposite end of the same mall. The entrace I chose to this store openned directly into the woman's section where I spent quite a while browsing in close proximity to dozens of women, not getting a single 2nd glance even though I ended up passing some of them in very close quarters in aisles that were narrow enough that we both had to turn sideways to pass each other. Time to take another step, actually buy something! I picked up several pair of the panties I like, then spent some time in the business wear section holding various skirts and dresses up against me. I finally found a nice blouse that I really like and brought all my selections to a checkout desk that had a small line.
I had to wait in line behind three other customers and was a bit nervous just standing there in line in the middle of the wide open area, but in no time it was my turn. The woman at the register gave no indication that she 'read' me, or if she did she didn't care. She rang up my purchases, made a nice comment about the color of the blouse, then folded the panties and blouse and placed them into a bag. The next minute was my most nervous of the entire day. I paid with a credit card and the machine asked that I present it to the cashier so she could check my signature. It wasn't signed on the back, so she asked me for photo ID! I showed her my obviously male driver's license photo and she didn't even blink, just said 'thank you' and handed the card back to me.
On the way out of the store, I was going out the double doors just as a large crowd of teenage boys was coming in. Once again, I walked passed them attracting not even as much as a glance.
After this stop, I was on a roll and stopped in several more places including a grocery store to pick up some food for later, a drug store to stock up on makeup supplies, a 'Fashion bug' to browse, and a Khols to look over some of their clearance racks. In the Khols especially I was in really close proximity to lots and lots of other shoppers. I was a bit self conscious about showing so much cleavage, but none of the women seamed to notice. I DID, though, catch at least two men glance in my direction with their eyes hitting my chest FIRST then, after a split second, moving up to my face. :) I don't think they read me, since I was watching their reactions pretty closely and didn't see anything in their face at all indicating that they saw anyting out of the ordinary.
So...unless today was a fluke I don't really see why I shouldn't do this more often. I got no more reaction today than I've EVER gotten on halloween when I thought I was being 'protected' by the holiday!
My only negative note is that I really have to work on my voice. Even when I don't really want to talk, there are a lot of transaction that require a 'yes, please' or 'no, thank you' answer and I can't even manage that in a passable voice.
Today I took things to a new level. I've been waiting for halloween and decided to have a makeup 'practice' day since I had the day off. After spending an hour and a half shaving legs, face, chest, creating my cleavage with the help of some tape and getting my makeup and nails just right, I was 'all made up with no place to go'. I decided to go for a drive to enjoy the day. I got dressed in a flowing print skirt, black V-neck top (with plenty of cleavage and even a hint of my lace bra showing deep at the bottom of the neckline!), black tights and C cup forms.
I found myself heading South toward some malls. To make a long story short, I did a lot of thinking about the many posts I've read on this forum about girls going out without any problems or confrontations at all and decided that today was the day to get off the fence.
I found myself at the entrance to an Sears that was the anchor store to a mall. I told myslef that I was just going to step inside the door, look around then walk back to the car, but as soon as I got inside... I just kept going! I browsed two levels of the store then exited by a different door, which meant a long walk in the Sun back to my car.
With this short visit under my belt, I moved on to a more crowded store, a J.C. Penny store that anchored the opposite end of the same mall. The entrace I chose to this store openned directly into the woman's section where I spent quite a while browsing in close proximity to dozens of women, not getting a single 2nd glance even though I ended up passing some of them in very close quarters in aisles that were narrow enough that we both had to turn sideways to pass each other. Time to take another step, actually buy something! I picked up several pair of the panties I like, then spent some time in the business wear section holding various skirts and dresses up against me. I finally found a nice blouse that I really like and brought all my selections to a checkout desk that had a small line.
I had to wait in line behind three other customers and was a bit nervous just standing there in line in the middle of the wide open area, but in no time it was my turn. The woman at the register gave no indication that she 'read' me, or if she did she didn't care. She rang up my purchases, made a nice comment about the color of the blouse, then folded the panties and blouse and placed them into a bag. The next minute was my most nervous of the entire day. I paid with a credit card and the machine asked that I present it to the cashier so she could check my signature. It wasn't signed on the back, so she asked me for photo ID! I showed her my obviously male driver's license photo and she didn't even blink, just said 'thank you' and handed the card back to me.
On the way out of the store, I was going out the double doors just as a large crowd of teenage boys was coming in. Once again, I walked passed them attracting not even as much as a glance.
After this stop, I was on a roll and stopped in several more places including a grocery store to pick up some food for later, a drug store to stock up on makeup supplies, a 'Fashion bug' to browse, and a Khols to look over some of their clearance racks. In the Khols especially I was in really close proximity to lots and lots of other shoppers. I was a bit self conscious about showing so much cleavage, but none of the women seamed to notice. I DID, though, catch at least two men glance in my direction with their eyes hitting my chest FIRST then, after a split second, moving up to my face. :) I don't think they read me, since I was watching their reactions pretty closely and didn't see anything in their face at all indicating that they saw anyting out of the ordinary.
So...unless today was a fluke I don't really see why I shouldn't do this more often. I got no more reaction today than I've EVER gotten on halloween when I thought I was being 'protected' by the holiday!
My only negative note is that I really have to work on my voice. Even when I don't really want to talk, there are a lot of transaction that require a 'yes, please' or 'no, thank you' answer and I can't even manage that in a passable voice.