Jammie Lyann
11-10-2006, 01:47 AM
Sence as far back as I can recall, I have always been picked on called things behind my back, :heehee: I even remember in 7th grade hearing kids ask if I was a girl or boy, ( I had long hair at that time. ) an now I still hear things behind my back an see how they look at as Im some sort of bug that needs to be squashed, ( a group of guys from work ).
So I have desided that I dont care anymore what others think about me,
no matter how hard I have tryed in the past to fit in, NO more, I'll walk how ever I like, talk however I want if my voice changes in mid stream so be it, its part of who I am an if they dont like it , well they can keep on talking behind my back, Because I like who I am an the only other person I have to answer to is my SO. an my childern of corse :D
That being said I deside to have the talk with my eldest son, went well,
told him that his mother an I would accept him for who he was an he had nothing to be ashamed of, an if he wanted anything all he had to do was let us know, ( short version of conversation ), so after all was said, he looks at me an says Dad I know :eek: ok so now Im out :heehee: alls well.
Not done yet desided to tell a good friend of mine ( of 10 + years, an my pool partner ) ok so after pool 2 sundays ago , went over to his place for some drinks ,he live in same trailor park as I,
anyhow we got to talking , not sure how conversation started, but I came out to him, he took it well, told me that my life is mine an I should live it however makes me happy, then shook my hand an gave me one of them Buddy Hugs to let me know all was good.
It is such a relief not only for myself but for my SO as well to finally have a friend that knows,
So I have desided that I dont care anymore what others think about me,
no matter how hard I have tryed in the past to fit in, NO more, I'll walk how ever I like, talk however I want if my voice changes in mid stream so be it, its part of who I am an if they dont like it , well they can keep on talking behind my back, Because I like who I am an the only other person I have to answer to is my SO. an my childern of corse :D
That being said I deside to have the talk with my eldest son, went well,
told him that his mother an I would accept him for who he was an he had nothing to be ashamed of, an if he wanted anything all he had to do was let us know, ( short version of conversation ), so after all was said, he looks at me an says Dad I know :eek: ok so now Im out :heehee: alls well.
Not done yet desided to tell a good friend of mine ( of 10 + years, an my pool partner ) ok so after pool 2 sundays ago , went over to his place for some drinks ,he live in same trailor park as I,
anyhow we got to talking , not sure how conversation started, but I came out to him, he took it well, told me that my life is mine an I should live it however makes me happy, then shook my hand an gave me one of them Buddy Hugs to let me know all was good.
It is such a relief not only for myself but for my SO as well to finally have a friend that knows,