Jenni B
12-03-2006, 06:03 AM
I just want to tell you all how lucky i must be. I've been with my SO for five years now and she has been nothing but a rock for me.
She puts up with my mood swings, my ups and downs, she has the patients of a saint i really dont know how she does it.
On a lighter note, How did it all start. Well about six month into the relationship she found some websites on the PC where i had been but hadn't erased them from the memory, she questioned me about them, figured the rest out, asked the usual questions then went away to think about it.
She came back to me to tell me that she loves me and that, well, you don't do it all the time. She then did her own searching on the web to answer her own questions, just like my sister and brother inlaw did when they found out.
As time has gone on she has made it look as if things have really been easy for her, although i wish i knew what was going through her mind.
Anyway, the first christmas together she bought me my first pair of black leather boots with a three and a half inch heel, then for my birthday we went to a wig boutique. It was so funny i asked to look at ladies wigs and the assistant thought i had lost it but sat there in the shop with my SO behind telling me if the wig looked right or not made me feel so good and relaxed at the same time.
Since then, when were out as a couple round the shops i just give her my money and she purchases things that i need or want.
In the past she has helped tranform into Jenni at the house so i can go out fully en femme and i would stand behind the gate in the back yard waiting for her to give me the thumbs up that its safe to cross the street to get to my car without any of the neighbours seeing me.
She doesn't help me with my make up now, not cos she doesn't want to, she just thinks i should be able to manage it on my own by now.
Also when we move house, i make it sound like we do it all the time. But we look at properties where the back garden isn't overlooked, one, because we just wouldn't want to be overlooked and two she would come out with a statement like 'well that back gardens no good for Jenni' She wants me to be able to go out and experience the feeling.
Thats about it really.
I would like to say that when I put this on here it wasn't to make any girl jealous or sad because i know some aren't as fortunate to be in the same position. But i want it to be a 'nice' read and maybe it will make some girls smile and grin.
Thank you darling, for everything. Jenni:love:
She puts up with my mood swings, my ups and downs, she has the patients of a saint i really dont know how she does it.
On a lighter note, How did it all start. Well about six month into the relationship she found some websites on the PC where i had been but hadn't erased them from the memory, she questioned me about them, figured the rest out, asked the usual questions then went away to think about it.
She came back to me to tell me that she loves me and that, well, you don't do it all the time. She then did her own searching on the web to answer her own questions, just like my sister and brother inlaw did when they found out.
As time has gone on she has made it look as if things have really been easy for her, although i wish i knew what was going through her mind.
Anyway, the first christmas together she bought me my first pair of black leather boots with a three and a half inch heel, then for my birthday we went to a wig boutique. It was so funny i asked to look at ladies wigs and the assistant thought i had lost it but sat there in the shop with my SO behind telling me if the wig looked right or not made me feel so good and relaxed at the same time.
Since then, when were out as a couple round the shops i just give her my money and she purchases things that i need or want.
In the past she has helped tranform into Jenni at the house so i can go out fully en femme and i would stand behind the gate in the back yard waiting for her to give me the thumbs up that its safe to cross the street to get to my car without any of the neighbours seeing me.
She doesn't help me with my make up now, not cos she doesn't want to, she just thinks i should be able to manage it on my own by now.
Also when we move house, i make it sound like we do it all the time. But we look at properties where the back garden isn't overlooked, one, because we just wouldn't want to be overlooked and two she would come out with a statement like 'well that back gardens no good for Jenni' She wants me to be able to go out and experience the feeling.
Thats about it really.
I would like to say that when I put this on here it wasn't to make any girl jealous or sad because i know some aren't as fortunate to be in the same position. But i want it to be a 'nice' read and maybe it will make some girls smile and grin.
Thank you darling, for everything. Jenni:love: