Deidra Cowen
12-06-2006, 05:54 PM
During the day I got finished with some meetings and had some free time. Instead of going back to the office thought I would nail down some Christmas shopping. So no way to go dressed I was in drab, matter of fact in a suit and tie.
I go to that Mall all the time as a chick and there are a couple of mirrors that are at good spots that I always look in to see how I look/check myself...you know what I mean! It actually threw me for a loop seeing my guy self in the mirror and I found I did not like what I saw! Was a wierd experience.
I like my fem appearance much more than the guy side, but the constant diet, exersise and skin care program has done one thing for me as a guy. I seen to attract tons of looks from GGs while out as a guy. Never used to get that when I was a big sloopy typical middle aged guy. But of course it does me no good since those girls would not be interesed in my femme side. Gotta meet those types at the clubs. :tongueout
Got some stuff for the kids but I did make one 'girly' stop at the MAC store. Got some foundation, two of the sales girls that wait on me al the time when I go enfemme had no idea who I was...and I could tell thought I was buying for a wife or GF by the questions they asked. I was totally confident, made no excuses just asked for the makeup.
To tell the truth have always hated shopping in drab but it taught me there is no reason to be nervous...they are thinking you are buying for some chick! LOL
Anyway thats my boring story and observations for today.
I go to that Mall all the time as a chick and there are a couple of mirrors that are at good spots that I always look in to see how I look/check myself...you know what I mean! It actually threw me for a loop seeing my guy self in the mirror and I found I did not like what I saw! Was a wierd experience.
I like my fem appearance much more than the guy side, but the constant diet, exersise and skin care program has done one thing for me as a guy. I seen to attract tons of looks from GGs while out as a guy. Never used to get that when I was a big sloopy typical middle aged guy. But of course it does me no good since those girls would not be interesed in my femme side. Gotta meet those types at the clubs. :tongueout
Got some stuff for the kids but I did make one 'girly' stop at the MAC store. Got some foundation, two of the sales girls that wait on me al the time when I go enfemme had no idea who I was...and I could tell thought I was buying for a wife or GF by the questions they asked. I was totally confident, made no excuses just asked for the makeup.
To tell the truth have always hated shopping in drab but it taught me there is no reason to be nervous...they are thinking you are buying for some chick! LOL
Anyway thats my boring story and observations for today.