Dee Model
01-21-2007, 08:26 PM
Well, the big night finally arrived and on Saturday night I went out en-femme for the first time.
Two of my friends (an amazing couple I've known a long time) came round to my flat when I was just putting the finishing touches to my make-up. It took me hours to do cos I wanted it absolutely perfect. I still hadn't finally decided what I was gonna wear...at that point I was determined to wear this size 8 100% polyester black mini skirt but it was riding up my black tights clad legs something terrible!
So I relented on the advice of my GG friend and went for pretty much the outfit you see on the left, right down to the ****-me-boots! The dress is a little black number I bought in Ann Summers. I also wore black fishnet gloves and this knock-out long blonde streaked wig I bought yesterday for £45. It was money well spent as the whole night I seemed to breeze around without anyone 'double taking'. I even went several times to the female toilets, no problem.
We first hit a recently opened cabaret bar then hit a goth club later in the night. I had an absolute blast! I totally loved every second of it and I can't wait to go out again!
I am aware that going out marks a major event in any t-girls life and this one ain't no different. For me thou, it is poingnant in that it seals my self-acceptance...from living most my life in shame through frequent and painful purges only to dream about it relentlessly and accumulate clothes again to now where I truelly love being a t-girl!
I must say thou that for the past two weeks I'd been planning to do this I'd have to talk myself into it nearly every day. Even the day before I got a big bout of The Fear and wasn't sure I could do it. In the end thou I was determined to even if it meant doing it by sheer force of will. Mind over matter. Forget the drab side and his fear of the unknown...you go girl!
If anyone here is thinking about it, stop! Just get out there...it's every girls right!
:happy: :happy: :happy:
Two of my friends (an amazing couple I've known a long time) came round to my flat when I was just putting the finishing touches to my make-up. It took me hours to do cos I wanted it absolutely perfect. I still hadn't finally decided what I was gonna wear...at that point I was determined to wear this size 8 100% polyester black mini skirt but it was riding up my black tights clad legs something terrible!
So I relented on the advice of my GG friend and went for pretty much the outfit you see on the left, right down to the ****-me-boots! The dress is a little black number I bought in Ann Summers. I also wore black fishnet gloves and this knock-out long blonde streaked wig I bought yesterday for £45. It was money well spent as the whole night I seemed to breeze around without anyone 'double taking'. I even went several times to the female toilets, no problem.
We first hit a recently opened cabaret bar then hit a goth club later in the night. I had an absolute blast! I totally loved every second of it and I can't wait to go out again!
I am aware that going out marks a major event in any t-girls life and this one ain't no different. For me thou, it is poingnant in that it seals my self-acceptance...from living most my life in shame through frequent and painful purges only to dream about it relentlessly and accumulate clothes again to now where I truelly love being a t-girl!
I must say thou that for the past two weeks I'd been planning to do this I'd have to talk myself into it nearly every day. Even the day before I got a big bout of The Fear and wasn't sure I could do it. In the end thou I was determined to even if it meant doing it by sheer force of will. Mind over matter. Forget the drab side and his fear of the unknown...you go girl!
If anyone here is thinking about it, stop! Just get out there...it's every girls right!
:happy: :happy: :happy: