Marlena Dahlstrom
02-03-2007, 12:04 PM
Those of you who are long-time members will remember that I used to post a lot, but lately I've been pretty quiet (up to until a few weeks ago) and I just wanted to talk about why.
It's pretty well known that a number of post-ops "disappear into the woodwork" after transitioning. While I think it's unfortunate in some ways (because they're not there to provide role models), I can certainly understand their desire to be "normal" for once in your life. I've been doing something similar, albeit for very different reasons.
Part of the reason I haven't been around here that much is other competing demands on my time (both life in general and being a mod on another forum). Part of it is just the normal dynamic of being a long-term member in a forum where topics tend to repeat themselves. (When you've seen threads on favorite panties 17 times before, it just gets hard to muster enough interest to reply to the latest one.)
But mostly it's because my crossdressing has become just another part of my life. (I do have some advantages here. I live in a trans-friendly area. I'm single, so I don't have to work through the relationship troubles that coming out to an SO can cause. (There is the whole dating issue, however...)
When I first went out, it was such a new and exciting experience, I felt the need to write about it in great detail each time I did it. But over time, I felt less and less need do so. But unless it was a special occasion, it was being "normal."
For example, a couple weekends ago this was my en femme outing: going to a boutique (http://www.fogcityleather.com/) to get a leather jacket altered, stopping for a late lunch, checking out the sales at the department stores, realizing it was a clear day and driving up to Twin Peaks (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twin_Peaks%2C_San_Francisco%2C_California) to admire the view. In short, pretty similar to a woman running errands on a Sunday afternoon. (And no I didn't call ahead to any of the stores I visited, I just want there and was treated like any other customer.) At this point it's just "normal," nothing to write about.
At this point, I usually go out a couple times a month. Sometimes it's to trans events, such as the monthly "girl's night out" dinner. (http://www.carlas.com/calendar/current.html#cmd) Sometimes it's to trans-friendly spaces, like Marlena's, which hosts the Faux Girls show. (http://www.fauxgirls.com) (If you want to learn to boost your confidence, hanging out with DQ is a great way -- they don't take nuthin' from nobody.) But it's equally like to be going out to dinner with friends, shopping, going out to a local museum or concert, or just hanging out on the town.
So even if I'm not writing about it anymore, you can safely assume this weekend princess is out most weekends -- and being treated graciously and respectfully by the vast majority of people I interact with. I've told a number friends and several co-workers, who've all been pretty accepting. When I go shopping these days, if I'm en homme, I'm upfront that a skirt is for me (and bring along a photo of me en femme to show the sales clerks). In short, while I'm not fully out, it's now just another (enjoyable) part of my life.
Standard disclaimer: Going out of the house was right for me, it may or may not be right for you. If you've got no desire to leave the house, that's fine, I'm not trying to push you out the door. But for those who've been yearning to do so, I just want to let you the world may not be as scary a place as you think.
It's pretty well known that a number of post-ops "disappear into the woodwork" after transitioning. While I think it's unfortunate in some ways (because they're not there to provide role models), I can certainly understand their desire to be "normal" for once in your life. I've been doing something similar, albeit for very different reasons.
Part of the reason I haven't been around here that much is other competing demands on my time (both life in general and being a mod on another forum). Part of it is just the normal dynamic of being a long-term member in a forum where topics tend to repeat themselves. (When you've seen threads on favorite panties 17 times before, it just gets hard to muster enough interest to reply to the latest one.)
But mostly it's because my crossdressing has become just another part of my life. (I do have some advantages here. I live in a trans-friendly area. I'm single, so I don't have to work through the relationship troubles that coming out to an SO can cause. (There is the whole dating issue, however...)
When I first went out, it was such a new and exciting experience, I felt the need to write about it in great detail each time I did it. But over time, I felt less and less need do so. But unless it was a special occasion, it was being "normal."
For example, a couple weekends ago this was my en femme outing: going to a boutique (http://www.fogcityleather.com/) to get a leather jacket altered, stopping for a late lunch, checking out the sales at the department stores, realizing it was a clear day and driving up to Twin Peaks (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twin_Peaks%2C_San_Francisco%2C_California) to admire the view. In short, pretty similar to a woman running errands on a Sunday afternoon. (And no I didn't call ahead to any of the stores I visited, I just want there and was treated like any other customer.) At this point it's just "normal," nothing to write about.
At this point, I usually go out a couple times a month. Sometimes it's to trans events, such as the monthly "girl's night out" dinner. (http://www.carlas.com/calendar/current.html#cmd) Sometimes it's to trans-friendly spaces, like Marlena's, which hosts the Faux Girls show. (http://www.fauxgirls.com) (If you want to learn to boost your confidence, hanging out with DQ is a great way -- they don't take nuthin' from nobody.) But it's equally like to be going out to dinner with friends, shopping, going out to a local museum or concert, or just hanging out on the town.
So even if I'm not writing about it anymore, you can safely assume this weekend princess is out most weekends -- and being treated graciously and respectfully by the vast majority of people I interact with. I've told a number friends and several co-workers, who've all been pretty accepting. When I go shopping these days, if I'm en homme, I'm upfront that a skirt is for me (and bring along a photo of me en femme to show the sales clerks). In short, while I'm not fully out, it's now just another (enjoyable) part of my life.
Standard disclaimer: Going out of the house was right for me, it may or may not be right for you. If you've got no desire to leave the house, that's fine, I'm not trying to push you out the door. But for those who've been yearning to do so, I just want to let you the world may not be as scary a place as you think.