Marissa Mae
02-10-2007, 04:19 PM
So I posted yesterday that I had recently had an elevated surge of confidance when it comes to crossdressing... everything seemed clear, and I felt that i knew the best words to say to my girlfriend to help her see in a new light.
But first, last night's adventure!
It wasn't anywhere near dressing, as the only thing I was wearing were my boots with my regular male attire. They are pretty conservative with a 3 inch heel, but boy, they are LOUD! Luckily my gf wore her boots, so it sort of blended me in :love:
Anyways, we first went to Outback, got some drinks at the bar and ate steaks, talked.. the key was to just focus on being natural and stop making it a point to show I was wearing women's boots. THe conversation was great, things were normal! I loved it! The feel of my feet in the boots, the heels on the pavement, everything :D I LOVE IT!
Afterwards we went to Blockbuster to get some movies, and on the way there my brother called and said he was going to come over. THat meant we had to hurry because I am not at the stage to let my family in on my dressing yet!!
So we get to Blockbuster, and the place is pretty busy with , I swear, 15 or so people all young, and they all seemed to want to look at the same section as us! :o It was then I started to get nervous because the floor was hard tile! But I think I got out ok without anyone noticing, and if they did: WHATEVER!
We didn't beat my brother home, but that was ok because my gf went inside and grabbed a pair of my shoes and we went and got some wine, came back and enjoyed a night of movies and video games! Secret is still safe!
IN conclusion, I had a brilliant time! I felt more natural than ever, even though it was just footwear. Plus, my SO and I came to a great understanding... she had the impression that eventually I would want to become a woman etc. and I reassured her that I am 100% male, that I will never try to "go over the top", meaning I will only ever wear shoes, panties and bra :love: She was great, once she realized there was no harm, she totally changed! I love her!
Ok, time to go! Thanks for reading, more updates later!!
Callie
But first, last night's adventure!
It wasn't anywhere near dressing, as the only thing I was wearing were my boots with my regular male attire. They are pretty conservative with a 3 inch heel, but boy, they are LOUD! Luckily my gf wore her boots, so it sort of blended me in :love:
Anyways, we first went to Outback, got some drinks at the bar and ate steaks, talked.. the key was to just focus on being natural and stop making it a point to show I was wearing women's boots. THe conversation was great, things were normal! I loved it! The feel of my feet in the boots, the heels on the pavement, everything :D I LOVE IT!
Afterwards we went to Blockbuster to get some movies, and on the way there my brother called and said he was going to come over. THat meant we had to hurry because I am not at the stage to let my family in on my dressing yet!!
So we get to Blockbuster, and the place is pretty busy with , I swear, 15 or so people all young, and they all seemed to want to look at the same section as us! :o It was then I started to get nervous because the floor was hard tile! But I think I got out ok without anyone noticing, and if they did: WHATEVER!
We didn't beat my brother home, but that was ok because my gf went inside and grabbed a pair of my shoes and we went and got some wine, came back and enjoyed a night of movies and video games! Secret is still safe!
IN conclusion, I had a brilliant time! I felt more natural than ever, even though it was just footwear. Plus, my SO and I came to a great understanding... she had the impression that eventually I would want to become a woman etc. and I reassured her that I am 100% male, that I will never try to "go over the top", meaning I will only ever wear shoes, panties and bra :love: She was great, once she realized there was no harm, she totally changed! I love her!
Ok, time to go! Thanks for reading, more updates later!!
Callie