Rachaelb64
02-19-2007, 08:38 AM
Hi all
Been away for awhile, due to a contrived problem with my crossdressing, dont ask, I'm still figuring it out myself!
Well to recap, I seemed to lost my desire to cross dress, losted dircertion, and shipwrecked my self on the shores on doubt as I floundered through my pink fog.
Well, I have been wondering around in drab for the last couple of weeks trying to figure myself out again, then tingle, I was walking through my local supermarket, in the clothes section actually looking for some shirts, when I saw this lovely bib & braces minindress (At my age you'd think I'd go for something sensible :D ), but didn't buy mainly due to fact they didnt have my size! Then there was pair of boots in a local shoe store, the tingle was a bit stronger.
Then Friday night I was chilling in front of the box one minute in drab, then bang! I was fully dressed. As soon the kids went back to their mothers on Sunday evening I was dressed again. Throw a sickie today so I could spend the Day dress.
Talk about coming back with vengeance! Good job I never purged this time.:D
I'm not sure what happen to me, whether I just got a crossdressing 'hangover' or my old 'catholic guilt' creep back in some how. But Rachael back in life again, like she never really goes away :D
So I'll be around trying to catch up :D
Rachael
Been away for awhile, due to a contrived problem with my crossdressing, dont ask, I'm still figuring it out myself!
Well to recap, I seemed to lost my desire to cross dress, losted dircertion, and shipwrecked my self on the shores on doubt as I floundered through my pink fog.
Well, I have been wondering around in drab for the last couple of weeks trying to figure myself out again, then tingle, I was walking through my local supermarket, in the clothes section actually looking for some shirts, when I saw this lovely bib & braces minindress (At my age you'd think I'd go for something sensible :D ), but didn't buy mainly due to fact they didnt have my size! Then there was pair of boots in a local shoe store, the tingle was a bit stronger.
Then Friday night I was chilling in front of the box one minute in drab, then bang! I was fully dressed. As soon the kids went back to their mothers on Sunday evening I was dressed again. Throw a sickie today so I could spend the Day dress.
Talk about coming back with vengeance! Good job I never purged this time.:D
I'm not sure what happen to me, whether I just got a crossdressing 'hangover' or my old 'catholic guilt' creep back in some how. But Rachael back in life again, like she never really goes away :D
So I'll be around trying to catch up :D
Rachael