Rachaelb64
03-13-2007, 08:47 PM
..... going in cycles!
I've stop dressing again!
Again! I hear you cry!
Its been a week now, that I haven't indulged. So I'm sitting here thinking why? I live alone I can dress when I want, I live on the 10th floor so no-one can see me. I think the difference now is I don't purge, so my fem clothes are still hanging there waiting for me.
So the major factors here are, I can be a girl when I want and I don't purge. Having no desire to go public, yet, so part of the thrill of getting caught has vanished. Yes that little secert desire we all have about getting caught, no longer exisits in me.
Also my own self-acceptence has come along way over the passed two years since I've split with the ex-wife. I stand up and say yes i'm a cross dresser, but I chose when I wear my dress.
My one weakness, is still high heeled boots, what can I say :D I just love them in what ever mode I'm in and who ever is wearing them :D
Sorry if I sound like I'm rambling I probably am. Its 0140 here and I've just finished work.
Rachael on a cycle or that tandem made for one?
'I'm a Lady, you know and I like Ladies' things' Little Britain.
I've stop dressing again!
Again! I hear you cry!
Its been a week now, that I haven't indulged. So I'm sitting here thinking why? I live alone I can dress when I want, I live on the 10th floor so no-one can see me. I think the difference now is I don't purge, so my fem clothes are still hanging there waiting for me.
So the major factors here are, I can be a girl when I want and I don't purge. Having no desire to go public, yet, so part of the thrill of getting caught has vanished. Yes that little secert desire we all have about getting caught, no longer exisits in me.
Also my own self-acceptence has come along way over the passed two years since I've split with the ex-wife. I stand up and say yes i'm a cross dresser, but I chose when I wear my dress.
My one weakness, is still high heeled boots, what can I say :D I just love them in what ever mode I'm in and who ever is wearing them :D
Sorry if I sound like I'm rambling I probably am. Its 0140 here and I've just finished work.
Rachael on a cycle or that tandem made for one?
'I'm a Lady, you know and I like Ladies' things' Little Britain.