Sarah Plumber
03-29-2007, 04:06 AM
I've been thinking ... god help me....
I'm in a band. Now I've done this on and off for years but only recently have I started to sing backing on occation and would love to sing solo. The rest of the band are now telling I'm pretty good. But stick me in front of a mic on my own and I seize up. I'm guessing that my crossdressing is similar. I love it but as much as I'd like to take it further I'd probably be exactly the same. To dress up and try to go out or face somebody I know, I'd probably mess myself.
OK so I'm English and we have a reputation for being straight laced. Stiff upper lip and all that but there is something inside me that makes me very conservative. It's like a brick wall. I so much want to be more gragerious open and in your face but I just can't get to it. If I could, perhaps I could be so much more open to my wife. Oh to be brave enough to tell the world "I CROSSDRESS!"...and not give a damn what the world thinks. Thats the way it should be but there is the barrier in my charactor thats stops me.
Anybody feel the same?
As an aside. I would love to have a male mate (friend) who I could talk to about crossdressing. It would be great to be able to talk fast cars one minute and then frilly knickers the next. Oh to be able to say stuff like "my bra strap keeps slipping" or "have you seen that dress, I'd love to wear that, how do I improve the BHP on my car?". "stop looking up my skirt"..... Any takers?
xx Sarah
I'm in a band. Now I've done this on and off for years but only recently have I started to sing backing on occation and would love to sing solo. The rest of the band are now telling I'm pretty good. But stick me in front of a mic on my own and I seize up. I'm guessing that my crossdressing is similar. I love it but as much as I'd like to take it further I'd probably be exactly the same. To dress up and try to go out or face somebody I know, I'd probably mess myself.
OK so I'm English and we have a reputation for being straight laced. Stiff upper lip and all that but there is something inside me that makes me very conservative. It's like a brick wall. I so much want to be more gragerious open and in your face but I just can't get to it. If I could, perhaps I could be so much more open to my wife. Oh to be brave enough to tell the world "I CROSSDRESS!"...and not give a damn what the world thinks. Thats the way it should be but there is the barrier in my charactor thats stops me.
Anybody feel the same?
As an aside. I would love to have a male mate (friend) who I could talk to about crossdressing. It would be great to be able to talk fast cars one minute and then frilly knickers the next. Oh to be able to say stuff like "my bra strap keeps slipping" or "have you seen that dress, I'd love to wear that, how do I improve the BHP on my car?". "stop looking up my skirt"..... Any takers?
xx Sarah