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Donaglow
02-17-2005, 12:47 PM
I have an intense satin/silk fetish. This started when I was very young and became a permanent part of me when at age 12 I snuck my older sister’s brand new pink nylon jump suit gown to my room and put it on. When I laid down face first on the bed the feeling was beyond believe. With no moving, my body shook until I erupted with my first organism either. Shocked, confused, feelings of quilt and shame, along with a satisfaction I had never felt before, this was the start of a life long obsession with silky women’s nightwear.

The current wife, who really enjoys sex, is of full acceptance and encouragement. She has help me buy several items and I have a collections of satin pajamas, night gowns, robes, and knickers that would make any women who like those things envious. I too have had the problems some have mentioned on sleeping in these things, but have overcome most of it. When I wear them to bed, to her it means that I will want sex with her at least once a day and likely more. It also means she gets to snuggle with a man who feels very nice. Many times she caresses me all over and especially my pole which she will softly stroke until she falls asleep.

She has several outfits from my generosity and some even match mine. About 85% of the time when we make love, we are dressed in them.

I don’t dress outside of lingerie. I have and occasionally still do wear panties or a tap pants and cami under my men’s clothes. In between relationships I have worn two sets of satin nightwear under my clothes with the top one facing inside out so that the smooth surfaces are next to each other. Than I would go to topless club and get lap dances until I “Oed”. That was very exciting and I miss those days a little, although they don’t compare to the fun I have with the current wife at all. The marriage is having some problems and I hope we can work it out, because I would really hate to lose her. There aren’t many women who would join in with my satin fetish the way she does.

Once my wife shaved my face real good, and put makeup on me. It was quite a turn on, although I didn’t really like the way I look. I have a fantasy about having a makeover conversion session some time, but my obsession is really satin and silk nightwear. I also like the look of my tent pole poking out from under the shinny satin and love to see pictures of others in that state as well.

What am I? In my desire to read about what I love, which is my pole next to satin, I have stumbled on crossdressing web pages and forums. So do I fit here? I like being a man, although I wouldn’t mind be dressed as a women in public if I looked attractive, but like I said its really the arousal I like the best!
Joe

ToniB
02-17-2005, 01:01 PM
Jo,
I know it take a lot of courage to put your fetish down in print like that, I did it only a few weeks ago. I can understand your feelings though, because I share them with you, and I like my body fairly tightly sheathed in satin. I've never tried a stretch satin cat-suit, but that would be my ultimate dream. Have you ever had your wife wear long satin gloves, and then run her hands all over your satin clad body, especially your erection? Absolute Heaven!
I rather think I'd like latex too, but I don't have any...yet, and a satin lace up corset is also on my agenda!

You'll enjoy it here, this lot really are supportive, and one of them at least will have already have done anything that you can mention, and will share the experience with you, like I just did!

Good luck,
Toni

Donaglow
02-17-2005, 02:23 PM
Toni,

Let me apologize in advance if I used some words in this post that are not acceptable to the forum. I’ m new and tried to find what words and subject were not allowed, but did not.

No we have never tried gloves. Hope to someday!

She will take a smaller piece, like a cami top and run it over my satin clad body and erection. I had an incredible orgasm the other day when she was doing this. I was much like I used to have when I was in early 20’s. She was lightly stroking me telling me we would make love that night. I was right on the edge for eternity!!! :) I had about the loudest moans as I neared climax. She looked at me with a happy, but confused face. When I finally shot it I pumped and spasm until I felt totally cleaned out. Do you ever get that feeling? Like all the fluid you had in your prostate and testicals just came out! It’s a nice healthy feeling. ;)

That was at about 2 PM on Saturday and I didn’t feel like my stores and rebuilt by that evening enough to put it in her. But by wearing a satin gown on satin sheets I was ready by morning and then again by that evening. Whenever I go to bed in satin, the sperm and fluid replenish themselves fast!
Joe

Melissa A.
02-17-2005, 02:31 PM
Hi Donnaglow,

I would say that you are a crossdresser. A term which encompasses dozens, if not hundreds of different variations, needs, and expressions.

You are, of course, welcome here.

Nice to have you.

Hugs,

Melissa :)

ToniB
02-17-2005, 02:52 PM
Hi Joe (or Donnaglow)
You're obviously more virile than I am (I'm now on the high side of 60), but satin lingerie also gets me going much stronger. My wife and I use it (and the satin sheets too) for foreplay that can last a long time before eventual intercourse. Unfortunately she doesn't really like to see me in female clothes, so it only happens when it's time for a special treat. I bought the gloves on Ebay and gave her them for Christmas, but they fit me too, and I've used them on myself for solo sessions. It feels gorgeous, but not as good as when someone who loves you is wearing the gloves.

Melissa's right too, we're all crossdressers. There's a long line between the occasional pantie wearer and the full TS, and we're all at different points along it. And that point can vary at different points in time; in both directions. I haven't heard of anyone who has permanently overcome a need to crossdress once the forbidden fruit has been tasted, but many have tried, and come back. Once an addict, always an addict! I'm quite happy with what I am, and I thoroughly enjoy my occasional CDing. I'd enjoy it a lot more if my wife was more enthusiastic, but I wouldn't change her, ever.

Enjoy your satin nights

Toni

MissBosie
02-17-2005, 04:30 PM
Blimey.

Priscilla1018
02-17-2005, 04:44 PM
Hi Donnaglow,

I would say that you are a crossdresser. A term which encompasses dozens, if not hundreds of different variations, needs, and expressions.

You are, of course, welcome here.

Nice to have you.

Hugs,

Melissa :)
Hi Donnaglow,
I think Melissa said it best. Welcome to the family, we're a very friendly and caring group.

Love and Hugs,
Priscilla

stevie h
02-17-2005, 06:00 PM
what am i?

good question.


stevie

xx

Amelie
02-17-2005, 06:35 PM
Who are you? Well, because of your decription of your tent pole, I would say you are Popeye after he ate too much spinach.

There seems to be a wide spectrum of why people crossdress. There is no one way to do it. While you might be at a different end of the spectrum to me doesn't mean that you don't belong, or that I don't belong here. You can read the threads, if they relate to your experiences, then you belong. If you find nothing of interest in this forum, then maybe you'll have to seek what you want else where. From your thread, I think you belong, but read the threads, see if there is something that interests you.
Anyway, Donna,,Welcome
Amelie

Tristen Cox
02-18-2005, 01:08 AM
Welcome to the forum! Under the given information you have presented, and you did so very well I must say, you do fall in with the transvestite definition of crossdressing. This does not imply what you do is only for sexual reasons, it is simply a characterisation. Anyhow many of us here fall under that meaning so know you are definitly not alone. It's good to meet you and we look forward to more from you.


Love
Tristen

Sweet Susan
02-18-2005, 01:41 AM
I'd say, if nothing else, you are trying to be honest with yourself.