Karen Johnson
05-19-2007, 11:16 AM
I'll try to make this short.
First memory of crossdressing was when I was 5 or 6. Have always been turned on by women's clothing.
Grew up in a society where that type of thing is ridiculed. Couldn't help the feelings. Over the years I would indulge myself whenever possible - which wasn't often. I never had my own things and would end up "borrowing" things from my sister and later my first wife.
When I was in my mid-forties I finally told my current wife about "Karen." It took a long time to build up the courage to admit this about myself. (It took a long time to admit it to myself. I was in my forties before I finally realized that I was a transvestite.)
And now the point of this thread. After telling my wife the shame left me. I like to wear women't clothes. So what? It's nobody's business but my own and it doesn't make me a bad person. Something about telling another person can be such a liberating experience. Now I don't care too much if someone else knows. I don't advertise it, but if someone else found out I could live with it.
Living in shame is a horrible thing. I am so grateful for this forum and the sense of belonging that comes with it.
First memory of crossdressing was when I was 5 or 6. Have always been turned on by women's clothing.
Grew up in a society where that type of thing is ridiculed. Couldn't help the feelings. Over the years I would indulge myself whenever possible - which wasn't often. I never had my own things and would end up "borrowing" things from my sister and later my first wife.
When I was in my mid-forties I finally told my current wife about "Karen." It took a long time to build up the courage to admit this about myself. (It took a long time to admit it to myself. I was in my forties before I finally realized that I was a transvestite.)
And now the point of this thread. After telling my wife the shame left me. I like to wear women't clothes. So what? It's nobody's business but my own and it doesn't make me a bad person. Something about telling another person can be such a liberating experience. Now I don't care too much if someone else knows. I don't advertise it, but if someone else found out I could live with it.
Living in shame is a horrible thing. I am so grateful for this forum and the sense of belonging that comes with it.