MeraLehanga
06-23-2007, 11:06 PM
How it all began! I remember I was 5 or 6 years old, while playing my older brother took a black Saturn ladies old garment and put it on me by force, I liked the smell of it, as I remember, after that I kept going back to it, all the time, and covered myself with it. it smell good, It was a regular exercise which thrilled me inside out, many hours a day.
When I was about 9 or 10 year old, my aunt’s pink Saturn petticoat attracted me to no end. I kept looking at it not knowing , why. Then after some time I could no longer resist it. My aunt used to wear this Saturn pink petticoat over her silk dress. I was drawn very strongly towards her cloths and used to hug her hard, then used to sit next to her and play with her pink petticoat and silk dress. It used to irritate her very much and she used to pull her dress away.
Then I started thinking full time to have control over her pink Saturn petticoat not knowing why this urge is there inside me. My aunt was a Mathematics professor, thus every weekend she used to take us out for movies or to parks, but strangely I refused all her invitations, as the house felt silent after they all left, I was in full control of her pink petticoat. I didn’t have a clue what was happening to me, I was 10 and this strong urge to which I had no control. I used to keep my head inside her petticoat and felt very good. Nights came, in the dark I used to find her petticoat by feeling with my fingers and take it to my bed.
Now I am over 54, and just 5 years back although I bought my first pink skirt, bra, and shoes, I was scared to utter the word “skirt”. Believe me when I said it, for the first time to myself, I became all woman. This is how I became a X dresser, I tried a lot to stop, discarded my collection of prom dress and lovely costly frocks. Shoes and jewellery. But, here I am back to where I should be.
Sorry girls to bore you with my stuff, but it feels good to stimulate my inner thoughts of how I pride myself to be a genuine crossdresser. or woman?
When I was about 9 or 10 year old, my aunt’s pink Saturn petticoat attracted me to no end. I kept looking at it not knowing , why. Then after some time I could no longer resist it. My aunt used to wear this Saturn pink petticoat over her silk dress. I was drawn very strongly towards her cloths and used to hug her hard, then used to sit next to her and play with her pink petticoat and silk dress. It used to irritate her very much and she used to pull her dress away.
Then I started thinking full time to have control over her pink Saturn petticoat not knowing why this urge is there inside me. My aunt was a Mathematics professor, thus every weekend she used to take us out for movies or to parks, but strangely I refused all her invitations, as the house felt silent after they all left, I was in full control of her pink petticoat. I didn’t have a clue what was happening to me, I was 10 and this strong urge to which I had no control. I used to keep my head inside her petticoat and felt very good. Nights came, in the dark I used to find her petticoat by feeling with my fingers and take it to my bed.
Now I am over 54, and just 5 years back although I bought my first pink skirt, bra, and shoes, I was scared to utter the word “skirt”. Believe me when I said it, for the first time to myself, I became all woman. This is how I became a X dresser, I tried a lot to stop, discarded my collection of prom dress and lovely costly frocks. Shoes and jewellery. But, here I am back to where I should be.
Sorry girls to bore you with my stuff, but it feels good to stimulate my inner thoughts of how I pride myself to be a genuine crossdresser. or woman?