SweetCaroline
06-29-2007, 07:35 PM
I'm so excited, I just had to tell you girls. Here's how it happened.
First off, you know I'm mainly a private CDer, but decided recently that I was tierd of hiding, and wanted to talk about it, so I told a few close friends.
Last night I got a birthday phone call from my best friend. Mainly we just caught up with each other and chatted. Only it's been so long since we've gotten together, just me and her, we knew we had to get together again real soon.
The thing is a few weeks ago, I took her aside, and came out to her as a cross-dresser. She was very acceptive it, and proud of me for telling her. Well anyway, one of the hardest parts about being a cross-dresser as most of you know, is buying things for yourself. You know? Girls things. I don't have very much clothes, and what I do have is mainly thrift Store stuff. I thought it would be nice to finally buy a couple of really nice ladies outfits, and figured it would be easier with a GG friend by my side.
I think the world of my friend, so I very casually mentioned, that were could go shopping while we were out. I've been out shopping with her many times, but I was still in the closet. Now that she knows my secret, she can help me out, so I won't be afraid to buy things.
She loved the idea, and seemed pretty excited about taking me shopping for clothes. I don't what came over me then. I've never worn women's clothing outside of the home, but often wondered what it would be like. So I just sortve suggested that, maybe, before we go out, that she could do my hair, help me put on some make-up, do my nails and so forth...and go out, not just as friends, but as, you know, girlfriends.
She absolutely loved the idea.
So now I might have a chance to go out in public as Caroline for the first time in my life, something I always wanted to do, but was too afraid to do alone. And the best part is, she lives near North Hampton, in western Mass. I don't mean to bring up politics here, but it's a very "liberal" community, with a large, openly gay (mainly lesbian) population, so she assured me most people there would probably not look down on a man going out in public dressed up like a lady.
I don't know when or even if my fantasy shopping spree is going to happen. We have to talk some more and work out the details. It might take some planning, but I do believe it's going to happen before the end of the summer. But I got my bests friend's support, and that's the main thing. I pretty excited about this, it's all I thought about all day. Pretty soon the entire world (okay one town in western Mass) will get to see the beauty that is Caroline.
I just thought you all might like to know.:hugs:
First off, you know I'm mainly a private CDer, but decided recently that I was tierd of hiding, and wanted to talk about it, so I told a few close friends.
Last night I got a birthday phone call from my best friend. Mainly we just caught up with each other and chatted. Only it's been so long since we've gotten together, just me and her, we knew we had to get together again real soon.
The thing is a few weeks ago, I took her aside, and came out to her as a cross-dresser. She was very acceptive it, and proud of me for telling her. Well anyway, one of the hardest parts about being a cross-dresser as most of you know, is buying things for yourself. You know? Girls things. I don't have very much clothes, and what I do have is mainly thrift Store stuff. I thought it would be nice to finally buy a couple of really nice ladies outfits, and figured it would be easier with a GG friend by my side.
I think the world of my friend, so I very casually mentioned, that were could go shopping while we were out. I've been out shopping with her many times, but I was still in the closet. Now that she knows my secret, she can help me out, so I won't be afraid to buy things.
She loved the idea, and seemed pretty excited about taking me shopping for clothes. I don't what came over me then. I've never worn women's clothing outside of the home, but often wondered what it would be like. So I just sortve suggested that, maybe, before we go out, that she could do my hair, help me put on some make-up, do my nails and so forth...and go out, not just as friends, but as, you know, girlfriends.
She absolutely loved the idea.
So now I might have a chance to go out in public as Caroline for the first time in my life, something I always wanted to do, but was too afraid to do alone. And the best part is, she lives near North Hampton, in western Mass. I don't mean to bring up politics here, but it's a very "liberal" community, with a large, openly gay (mainly lesbian) population, so she assured me most people there would probably not look down on a man going out in public dressed up like a lady.
I don't know when or even if my fantasy shopping spree is going to happen. We have to talk some more and work out the details. It might take some planning, but I do believe it's going to happen before the end of the summer. But I got my bests friend's support, and that's the main thing. I pretty excited about this, it's all I thought about all day. Pretty soon the entire world (okay one town in western Mass) will get to see the beauty that is Caroline.
I just thought you all might like to know.:hugs: