Venus Envy

[helenr]

I have been on anti androgens for nearly 8 months now and am very happy with the virtual elimination of male sexual libido. I have been on estrogen patches for about 3 months and see physical changes-most notably very sensitive nipples-ouch! if I rub against something. I have become far more aware of women's breasts. They surely do come in all sizes and shapes! Recently we were at a hotel in the mountains and there were swarms of young teen girls attending a soccer camp. They seemed sweet and innocent. I couldn' t help but notice their breast development. Most were in the earlier stages of Tanner development and I frankly envied their busts. They were developing naturally and I could see different stages according to each young lady's genetics. Wonder if others too feel this sort of 'venus envy'? I know the most I could hope for will be tubular breasts and they 'are real' but not much compared to these young ladies. I also wish I had a vagina, but I am too old at 60 for SRS. best to you all. helenr

[Maggie Kay]

Helen,
Oh sure, I envy those too but also their figures and being able to wear beautiful clothes and shoes. Instead of being a randy male, now I look at a work of art or of a natural beauty as stunning as an orchid flower. Breathtaking. I know I'll never achieve that. I doubt that I could even look like Margaret Thatcher. At this point for me, that would be a real achievement.