valery
07-29-2007, 01:01 AM
I'm really a bit afraid :rolleyes:, because there is this energetic, hopeless, headless, confused, hectic girl >named Valery< inside of me - head over heels, lost in thoughts, and so on and so on ...
lots of blond moments... you all know that. I'm not yet ready to go out in public, but Val seems not to care about, taking the lead more and more every single day. Did I tell she is a girl! :heehee:
So, the chance that one day some of my friends will surprisingly pop up to my place to get me up (I'm not a morning person) and then Valery would say "hey, welcome!" still 100% present - fully dressed up with make-up etc., or that I could unwittingly leave the house as Val is a bit crazy and really embarrassing for me to think about, because it's so nearly and obvious that this must happen to me one of these days, OMG, maybe not the best way to come out?
Especially in the morning, I think I might not even would realize by looking into a mirror if there would be no illuminate feedback on Val.
One sitiuation I already had was my caretaker knocking on my door early on saturday-morning because they had to work on the water pipe.
So, I barely got up and (there she was) Valery opened the door, but I think he didn't get it as he's very old and nearly blind, anyway he's a darling.
The shock for me then came 30 min. later after I had my coffee, standing in my bathroom looking into the mirror. So I noticed what had been going on with a bright embarrassed smile the rest of the day and the frightening ideas of other sitiuations that might come.
lots of blond moments... you all know that. I'm not yet ready to go out in public, but Val seems not to care about, taking the lead more and more every single day. Did I tell she is a girl! :heehee:
So, the chance that one day some of my friends will surprisingly pop up to my place to get me up (I'm not a morning person) and then Valery would say "hey, welcome!" still 100% present - fully dressed up with make-up etc., or that I could unwittingly leave the house as Val is a bit crazy and really embarrassing for me to think about, because it's so nearly and obvious that this must happen to me one of these days, OMG, maybe not the best way to come out?
Especially in the morning, I think I might not even would realize by looking into a mirror if there would be no illuminate feedback on Val.
One sitiuation I already had was my caretaker knocking on my door early on saturday-morning because they had to work on the water pipe.
So, I barely got up and (there she was) Valery opened the door, but I think he didn't get it as he's very old and nearly blind, anyway he's a darling.
The shock for me then came 30 min. later after I had my coffee, standing in my bathroom looking into the mirror. So I noticed what had been going on with a bright embarrassed smile the rest of the day and the frightening ideas of other sitiuations that might come.