kerrianna
07-29-2007, 02:54 AM
I had this weird dream the other night:
I dreamt first that I was pregnant. Then I laboured long and had this beautiful child. And I dreamt about the first years, how she grew up as mine and I loved her... and then suddenly one day I didn't have her and what was really weird was that not only had my child disappeared, but then afterwards everyone denied that she had ever existed! All the written records of her were erased, so that I wasn't even sure it had really happened.
I guess the intent was to make it appear to the world that I had never had this child, but inside I KNEW I had. And I had done the best I could to be a good parent. And I didn't deserve to have my child erased like that.
I dreamt first that I was pregnant. Then I laboured long and had this beautiful child. And I dreamt about the first years, how she grew up as mine and I loved her... and then suddenly one day I didn't have her and what was really weird was that not only had my child disappeared, but then afterwards everyone denied that she had ever existed! All the written records of her were erased, so that I wasn't even sure it had really happened.
I guess the intent was to make it appear to the world that I had never had this child, but inside I KNEW I had. And I had done the best I could to be a good parent. And I didn't deserve to have my child erased like that.