almalove
08-26-2007, 03:41 AM
Hi girls, I took some time off to think about what I feel, but it is in vain , I am what I am , a CD and can't help it, but my life as a "normal" person is too valuble and every day I live with fear of being found, there is a dress store in the china town where I live some time ago I call and after two minites of beating around the bush, I ask if they ever sell to men, and the lady undrestood right away what I meant, and was very nice to me she said that it was ok with them for me to come and try on what ever I wanted, even told me the best day and time to come, so that nobody saw me out side,
but, I never went in and every time I drive by I can't help to dream with the beautifull dresses on the window, I a closet CD and I know that there are many people like me out there, but I just cant find any body here, may be the're hiding like me, I just would like to talk with some one like me but it feels so lonely, every day I live my "normal" live but in side I"m looking at women all day and what they are wearing, and I wondre if any body does the same? or is it just me, well I hope I didnot bore you just had to share what I feel, Aloha to all.
Almalove.
but, I never went in and every time I drive by I can't help to dream with the beautifull dresses on the window, I a closet CD and I know that there are many people like me out there, but I just cant find any body here, may be the're hiding like me, I just would like to talk with some one like me but it feels so lonely, every day I live my "normal" live but in side I"m looking at women all day and what they are wearing, and I wondre if any body does the same? or is it just me, well I hope I didnot bore you just had to share what I feel, Aloha to all.
Almalove.