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Sherlyn
03-30-2005, 04:44 PM
Hi ... ummmm how to explain this ..for the past 5 days ..i now have been my she/me oh prolly 70% of the time .... hmmmm.. uh.. today.. however im finding that ..it really seems """NATURAL""" ..like sure for the past several days Tris and I have been havin' fun with silly posts n pics..THATS COZ>>>> {grrrls just wanna have fun }<<<<however on this day.. as i look in the mirror there..is no did i.. do my lips right .. are my eyes convincing ..do i show fem facial expressions .. i never once stood there and analyzed ..i looked ... the mirror looked back ...i was like okay .. IS THIS THE REAL ME ,,,, after all these years ...coz it just seems TODAY.. is so damn """NATURAL""" ... :confused: im not thinkin of a purge HELL No ..but it does kinda make me wonder where the next level will take me ...I.ve have no thoughts of a sex change ..that DON"Tseem """NATURAL""" ..but the thought of WHY CANT I JUST BE SHERLYN drivesme crazy sometimes .. i guess its just the way of the world ..coz geeeeez whats the biggie deal if i WANT too wear make up ...and female clothes ... i never at once in my life .. thought OHHH.... that would be interesting to change gender it just seems...... """NATURAL""" ,,just a personal observation
Marianne
03-30-2005, 05:02 PM
I'd say that you *are* Sherlyn, regardless of whether you're doing the school girl thing, or wearing overalls and changing the oil in the car (although I suspect Sherlyn would simply pay a mechanic the 20 bucks instead!).
Even when I'm at work in pure 'male' mode, I'm still 'Marianne' inside.
Julie York
03-30-2005, 05:06 PM
I'm a novice really (so take my observations lightly) but I'd wait for the downhill loop in a few days/weeks when you wonder what the hell you are doing dressing up.
It's like being drunk. It makes total sense at the time. But I do suspect you'll sober up, (as it were) shortly. I only say this because you seem to have exploded out of your shell recently and had a great party time, but it will slow down.
Ashley in Virginia
03-30-2005, 05:46 PM
It's like being drunk. It makes total sense at the time. But I do suspect you'll sober up, (as it were) shortly..
That has to be the best analogy about this I have ever heard. The highs are so high but the hangovers suck.
Richelle
03-30-2005, 06:31 PM
Sherlyn,
This is the question I ask all the time. I do not want a sex change, I just want to look great by wearing makeup and clothes that society says is for women only. Is that to much to ask.
whats the biggie deal if i WANT too wear make up ...and female clothes ...
P.s. You avatar looks great. :) Love your dance moves and that skirt is to die for.
Richelle
Sherlyn
03-30-2005, 06:40 PM
Richelle !!! EXACTLY !!! and thanx bout the avatar Tristen made itfor me and im blushin here over the dance moves,,,,,,,, Julie!!!.. guess i'll be drunk awhile longer .... Cracks open another bottle of Sherlyn
Tamara Croft
03-30-2005, 09:05 PM
I've been playing with your pics again... what ya think to your pic now??
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y105/Tamara-GG/untitled.bmp
Tamara x
Tristen Cox
03-30-2005, 09:30 PM
Sherlyn you've got real problems LoL :D I forget my own name sometimes and start signing Tri..dammit *rips paper up* uhm can I have another slip please? Thanks :o This is just one of those times your heart is saying get in touch with your fem side. I think you're doing a great job of it too. Keep your head though (we'll need it for donations later:p)
Love ya
Tristen
Virginia
03-30-2005, 10:33 PM
Sherlyn,
Honey, you have as Pogo (the comic character) use to say: "I have met the enemy and he (she) is us!" You just took a giant step on your "Magical Mystery Tour." Stand in front of a mirror, DRESSED in "full battle gear" and ask yourself who you see. I don't mean stand there fixing or putting on make-up! Look past that; look at the girl looking back at you !!! Who the hell is that in the mirror. Is that a guy in a dress; is it ....well, modesty prevents me from going there; or is it really Sherlyn, Virginia, Tristen, Richelle, Julie whoever you are??? All of us should take that step and do it only in "Being true to yourself." No one else around, listen to your heart. It can be a real "eye-opening " experience!
Virginia
Sherlyn
03-30-2005, 10:45 PM
OMG Tamara stop stop ..lol WOW i cant believe it ,,, THanx: ] Tris as always ....love your replies thanx so much .... i will keep my head .... Virginia ur words make great sense .... hugs
StephanieCD
03-31-2005, 05:49 PM
Sherlyn,
Honey, you have as Pogo (the comic character) use to say: "I have met the enemy and he (she) is us!" You just took a giant step on your "Magical Mystery Tour." Stand in front of a mirror, DRESSED in "full battle gear" and ask yourself who you see. I don't mean stand there fixing or putting on make-up! Look past that; look at the girl looking back at you !!! Who the hell is that in the mirror. Is that a guy in a dress; is it ....well, modesty prevents me from going there; or is it really Sherlyn, Virginia, Tristen, Richelle, Julie whoever you are??? All of us should take that step and do it only in "Being true to yourself." No one else around, listen to your heart. It can be a real "eye-opening " experience!
Virginia
That occasionally happens to me without my trying... I end up scrubbing the crap off my face and drinking till I fall asleep. Then again, I'm not fond of the 'real' me anyway ;)
Sherlyn - maybe yer just bored cuz you're finally pretty to yourself. Maybe Sherlyn should enter her adolescence and start experimenting with her personality like most "teens" would once they finally fall into themselves and start choosing who they want to be.
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caitlin
03-31-2005, 06:18 PM
All I know is that I see a pretty woman in that pic, girl...
Sharon
03-31-2005, 08:01 PM
All I know is that I see a pretty woman in that pic, girl...
Yeah, Sherlyn! How the hell are we supposed to concentrate on what you're saying when you're dancing like that? I had to read it three times before finally giving up. :p
Sweet Susan
03-31-2005, 08:04 PM
Sherlyn,
You're so darn hot, you make me dance!
Tamara Croft
03-31-2005, 10:57 PM
OMG Tamara stop stop ..lol WOW i cant believe it ,,, Thanx
Stop?? wtf for?? I got a new program to play with :D That picture and this new one took me about 2 mins to fix :D
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y105/Tamara-GG/before.bmphttp://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y105/Tamara-GG/Sherlyn02.bmp
Sherlyn
04-01-2005, 01:21 AM
hehe Sharon ..ur nasty ...lol plzz ignore the dancing girl .. concentrate :p susan thats the idea ...lets all dance its great.. i find it really gets the grrrl in me out ..hehe hell.. he/me doesn't dance.. never has . dunno why i do.. just feels natural ....the tune .had such a bootay shakin groove i had ta ,,,hehe
:[ Tamara i cant see the pics fer some reason they wont show grrrrrrrr !!!! Ty tho
just looked again TAMARA !!!!!!! stop it ..lol ur makin me really blush here...thats an awesome job .....:]
Tamara Croft
04-01-2005, 01:24 AM
They should be back up now, crappy geocities have a bandwidth limit. I'm gonna set up my own ftp when I'm back home and move them all on there instead.
Tamara x
Tiffany Tuesday
04-01-2005, 10:04 AM
hehe ..ur nasty ...lol plzz ignore the dancing girl .. concentrate :p susan thats the idea ...lets all dance its great.. i find it really gets the grrrl in me out ..hehe hell.. he/me doesn't dance.. never has . dunno why i do.. just feels natural ....the tune .had such a bootay shakin groove i had ta ,,,hehe
Only dancing in your avatar? ... dammit, that's a real pity Sherlyn sweetness ... i was going to ask where i could get a vibrator like that :)
buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hugz x
Priscilla1018
04-01-2005, 03:43 PM
Sherlyn,just be you and enjoy.We enjoy seeing you happy.You have looked in the mirror and found that the mirror says you are the fairest of all.You are lovely.
I love your new avatar and the pics Tamara has reworked for you.
Love and Hugs,
Priscilla
Marlene4a
04-02-2005, 06:01 AM
Sherylyn:
Love your avatar. You gotta show me how to do that.
Me
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