the femm side of me
10-16-2007, 02:57 PM
I don’t want to sound like I am bragging I am just so excited I could burst. To make a super long story short I will just summarize. I have been struggling for years with acceptance. Finally in July of this year I dressed completely with the approval and assistance of my wife. Since that time I have dressed one more time. I have worn panties often but not too much else. My wife said she is OK with it but doesn’t want dressing up all the time.
Yesterday after a crappy Monday I came home and dressed for myself. During the process I used some of my wife’s makeup this morning she noticed I used it and questioned me about it. I deigned it smirking the whole time. She just laughed it off.
As we were getting ready for work we were talking about how we are going to be alone all night on Wednesday and she suggested we have a “soft” night. She told me she will give each of us a pedicure and we will wear soft nightgowns. I can wear makeup and perfume if I want to. After our evening she said we can give each other a massage and then have sex.
As you can imagine I am about to burst. The best part is.. It’s her idea. She even called me her best girlfriend. I know she is only OK with crossdressing and I am sure part of her is only doing it for me I can only hope she is getting used to the idea and is less threatened by it. I know she was threatened when I first opened up to her about it. That was a hard time in life.
Well that is what’s going on with me. Thanks for letting me share with all of you. Maybe someday I will actually meet and talk to someone in person about dressing. For right now this page and my wife are all I am ready for. I am not ready to “come out”..
Yesterday after a crappy Monday I came home and dressed for myself. During the process I used some of my wife’s makeup this morning she noticed I used it and questioned me about it. I deigned it smirking the whole time. She just laughed it off.
As we were getting ready for work we were talking about how we are going to be alone all night on Wednesday and she suggested we have a “soft” night. She told me she will give each of us a pedicure and we will wear soft nightgowns. I can wear makeup and perfume if I want to. After our evening she said we can give each other a massage and then have sex.
As you can imagine I am about to burst. The best part is.. It’s her idea. She even called me her best girlfriend. I know she is only OK with crossdressing and I am sure part of her is only doing it for me I can only hope she is getting used to the idea and is less threatened by it. I know she was threatened when I first opened up to her about it. That was a hard time in life.
Well that is what’s going on with me. Thanks for letting me share with all of you. Maybe someday I will actually meet and talk to someone in person about dressing. For right now this page and my wife are all I am ready for. I am not ready to “come out”..