confused99
10-22-2007, 05:39 PM
Hi, just thought I'd post an update on progress so far after telling my SO.
Unfortunately there seems to be an element of denial at the moment, but at least nothing bad has happened, and there have been a few jokes about me wanting to get into her knickers.
For a few weeks after I told her, I actually thought I was "cured", I didn't have the urge to dress, and decided that telling her had taken the spark out of it. I even tried on a few pairs of panties, and they did nothing for me.
However, I woke up this morning and was hit by THE URGE, it was unbelievable. I re-shaved my legs (not only a CD thing, I just love the way they feel that way), and at lunch time I went out to a cheap high street womens clothes store. There I marched straight into the shoe department and decided to get myself a pair of heels. After much searching I found a pair of strappy gold 3" heels in size 8 (my size), for only £5! Now that everbody has gone to bed, I've tried them on and WOW, they fit like a glove and (even if I do say so myself), look amazing.
I just don't understand this urge thing, slipping on the heels was like a huge adrenaline dump, I was shaking I was that excited. Now I've just got to learn to walk in them.
BTW the reason I had to fine some cheap shoes was because we have a joint bank account and any large sums of money (ie £30+) would obviously be noticed. Yes I know I should tell her now she knows, but this has been such a private thing for so long, it's actually VERY hard to share it with anybody.
Unfortunately there seems to be an element of denial at the moment, but at least nothing bad has happened, and there have been a few jokes about me wanting to get into her knickers.
For a few weeks after I told her, I actually thought I was "cured", I didn't have the urge to dress, and decided that telling her had taken the spark out of it. I even tried on a few pairs of panties, and they did nothing for me.
However, I woke up this morning and was hit by THE URGE, it was unbelievable. I re-shaved my legs (not only a CD thing, I just love the way they feel that way), and at lunch time I went out to a cheap high street womens clothes store. There I marched straight into the shoe department and decided to get myself a pair of heels. After much searching I found a pair of strappy gold 3" heels in size 8 (my size), for only £5! Now that everbody has gone to bed, I've tried them on and WOW, they fit like a glove and (even if I do say so myself), look amazing.
I just don't understand this urge thing, slipping on the heels was like a huge adrenaline dump, I was shaking I was that excited. Now I've just got to learn to walk in them.
BTW the reason I had to fine some cheap shoes was because we have a joint bank account and any large sums of money (ie £30+) would obviously be noticed. Yes I know I should tell her now she knows, but this has been such a private thing for so long, it's actually VERY hard to share it with anybody.