Maggie Kay
11-02-2007, 10:42 AM
I had a long and detailed dream last night where I was out shopping dressed in a long brown skirt and boots with a form fitting scoop neck knit top and shoulder bag. I was with others and was being treated as a woman. I misplaced my bag in a store and started to run back to where I had left it. In a flash, I stopped as I realized that a women would get a lot of attention if she was running. At other times, men came over to talk to me and treated me in a very friendly way but also signaling a kind of superiority over me. One took me by the arm so as to move me out of the way of someone passing by. We got back into the car and a door was opened for me in the back. I got in and looked down at my beautiful skirt and medium heeled boots.
When I woke up, I felt both wonderful and terrible. The wonderful is that I knew how it would feel to finally live as me. The terrible is that, in real life, I cannot.
When I woke up, I felt both wonderful and terrible. The wonderful is that I knew how it would feel to finally live as me. The terrible is that, in real life, I cannot.