Wendy me
04-04-2005, 12:17 PM
have you ever been looking at who you are as a crossdresser????ok let me try to explane this in just a realy short time now i have been looking at this whole crossdressing thing. i am like not thinking of quitting or any thing like that just seeing this in a new light. i could be over reacting but i just am seeing wendy in ways that i never saw her before.
see everything is realy diffrent when in my fem. mode my thinking and how i am the complete oppsite of my "him" side. i go on the excive side with every thing i do. but as of just a short while ago i almost got rid of her . that scared me and still dose.
every thing from dressing to even posting is like something i am realy thinking abought. and thats a good thing i think. could i be paranoied that i could just let her go??? is this the next phaze of what is to come??? i am like
just not too shure if this is a change in who i am . could this be a new me or what ??i know that every thing we do and go through changes us in some way. thats called growing and it's a good thing..
could i be confused?? possably yes i could be, but i am just worendering if this has happened to any one else
this whole looking at who you are at a point in this crossdressing thing ???
could i be like scared that i could lose her??? i don't know but i am realy doing a lot of thinking as of lattly.4/4/2005
see everything is realy diffrent when in my fem. mode my thinking and how i am the complete oppsite of my "him" side. i go on the excive side with every thing i do. but as of just a short while ago i almost got rid of her . that scared me and still dose.
every thing from dressing to even posting is like something i am realy thinking abought. and thats a good thing i think. could i be paranoied that i could just let her go??? is this the next phaze of what is to come??? i am like
just not too shure if this is a change in who i am . could this be a new me or what ??i know that every thing we do and go through changes us in some way. thats called growing and it's a good thing..
could i be confused?? possably yes i could be, but i am just worendering if this has happened to any one else
this whole looking at who you are at a point in this crossdressing thing ???
could i be like scared that i could lose her??? i don't know but i am realy doing a lot of thinking as of lattly.4/4/2005