Mariah
11-25-2007, 10:35 AM
I had this weird dream last night. I think it's stress and what's happening in my life that doing it. I don't sleep that good anymore. So back to the dream. It started with me changing my accord into a race car, and race this women. Some how when that was done, I went and bought a new Toyoda Pickup and went to my church. At church I was helping my friend kenny work on his race car in the basement. After we were done I go to my truck only to find the preacher towed it. well I went crazyish and cussed out the preacher and his wife for towing my truck, then I tore down 2 fences and it end with my raving like a loon my mother and bashing my head open on a phone pole.
I think this goes good with what is going on in my life. First, My Favorite car a 1993 Honda Accord LX sedan. Need a New engine (my Brother destroyed the one that's in it) and I am going to put a more powerful one in it. I want to set it up for weekend track days. and I'm having problems with my jeep not working I've put over $700 in to the stupid thing and I'm about to put another $50 into it today. I so want a new car though I been leaning towards a VW Jetta diesel, I would like a Toyoda diesel pickup too. I've been having problems with church, I want to go but I don't know there is something that make me not want to go. probably because my church is full of older people ( 80% of them are 65 or older less than 1% is under 30). I don't know I been off hrt for a week now and I just feel like going crazy and bashing my head in (not that I would hehe) I hate this feeling soo bad, I have to wait for my first therapy but I don't know when that is. I'm just happy my doc gave me a trial of hrt to ease my mind. To bad I can't get my refill because I'm poor and can't afford it. And taking a week off for work (forced stupid holidays).
Well, I got to get going have to get dressed and go to the auto parts store, then up to my parents for the day. and hope I get some work for monday.
hopes
keris
I think this goes good with what is going on in my life. First, My Favorite car a 1993 Honda Accord LX sedan. Need a New engine (my Brother destroyed the one that's in it) and I am going to put a more powerful one in it. I want to set it up for weekend track days. and I'm having problems with my jeep not working I've put over $700 in to the stupid thing and I'm about to put another $50 into it today. I so want a new car though I been leaning towards a VW Jetta diesel, I would like a Toyoda diesel pickup too. I've been having problems with church, I want to go but I don't know there is something that make me not want to go. probably because my church is full of older people ( 80% of them are 65 or older less than 1% is under 30). I don't know I been off hrt for a week now and I just feel like going crazy and bashing my head in (not that I would hehe) I hate this feeling soo bad, I have to wait for my first therapy but I don't know when that is. I'm just happy my doc gave me a trial of hrt to ease my mind. To bad I can't get my refill because I'm poor and can't afford it. And taking a week off for work (forced stupid holidays).
Well, I got to get going have to get dressed and go to the auto parts store, then up to my parents for the day. and hope I get some work for monday.
hopes
keris