Esmerelda
12-04-2007, 12:00 AM
This afternoon it was snowing here, only the second snow of the year and very light dusting. I was sitting around as it be all dressed up and no where to go. My wife is in work at this time and this is when I dress up usually. I decided since it was cold out I could bundle up dressed as Esmerelda and maybe take a ride as the roads surely would not be crowded.
I put on a pair of jeans that fit snugly but not tight and makes my behind look feminine and the boots that I bought to wear on Halloween, mid calf black boots with a short heel on them, I had a bra and button up shirt on and make up was done pretty decent today, topped off with the wig from Halloween and I wore one of my pull over hooded sweatshirts with one of my wifes scarfs wrapped around my neck hanging out of the sweatshirt, I did have the hood up and black leather gloves on and one of my wifes purses. to me I looked like any girl that might be wearing every day clothes and ran out to grab something at the store. though I don't think I am "passable" I do find myself attractive dressed, I was pleased with the look.
After staring out the window for what seemed like forever to make sure none of the neighbors were outside I walked to the car got in and I was off. I drove around for maybe 20 minutes just around town, no where specific. all the while staring straight ahead and feeling very nervous. I thought to myself about maybe going to a drive through and getting a coffee but could not do it as I would have been forced to speak, so I kept driving. I ended up a few towns away and decided to go into a 7-11 that did not look so crowded. I walk in and eyes straight ahead B line for the coffee pot and make myself a cup and nervously wander the small store scared to approach the counter. I decide to go for it. the guy behind the counter was nice enough, big smile, I just put the coffee on the counter and handed him a five dollar bill, he gave me my change and said "have a good day mam", I just smiled back with the best forced nervous smile that I could muster and walked out, a man was coming in as I was going out and I just about threw up, he was walking straight at the door and pulled it open as I reached it, this is the best part! (besides being called mam) He held the door for me and smiled! It made me feel all wow! I had to have had an obvious uncomfortable look to me but I was so excited and just gave him a huge smile and rushed to my car, got in and drove off right after the nauseous feeling went away.
I drove straight home feeling excited the whole way! it was such a free and exciting feeling to go out dressed up and not be able to blame "Halloween" for the outfit. I didn't even notice that I left the coffee on the counter until an hour after I was home going over the whole experience in my head, I just thought I would share that with you all.
Thanks for reading :be:
Esmerelda
I put on a pair of jeans that fit snugly but not tight and makes my behind look feminine and the boots that I bought to wear on Halloween, mid calf black boots with a short heel on them, I had a bra and button up shirt on and make up was done pretty decent today, topped off with the wig from Halloween and I wore one of my pull over hooded sweatshirts with one of my wifes scarfs wrapped around my neck hanging out of the sweatshirt, I did have the hood up and black leather gloves on and one of my wifes purses. to me I looked like any girl that might be wearing every day clothes and ran out to grab something at the store. though I don't think I am "passable" I do find myself attractive dressed, I was pleased with the look.
After staring out the window for what seemed like forever to make sure none of the neighbors were outside I walked to the car got in and I was off. I drove around for maybe 20 minutes just around town, no where specific. all the while staring straight ahead and feeling very nervous. I thought to myself about maybe going to a drive through and getting a coffee but could not do it as I would have been forced to speak, so I kept driving. I ended up a few towns away and decided to go into a 7-11 that did not look so crowded. I walk in and eyes straight ahead B line for the coffee pot and make myself a cup and nervously wander the small store scared to approach the counter. I decide to go for it. the guy behind the counter was nice enough, big smile, I just put the coffee on the counter and handed him a five dollar bill, he gave me my change and said "have a good day mam", I just smiled back with the best forced nervous smile that I could muster and walked out, a man was coming in as I was going out and I just about threw up, he was walking straight at the door and pulled it open as I reached it, this is the best part! (besides being called mam) He held the door for me and smiled! It made me feel all wow! I had to have had an obvious uncomfortable look to me but I was so excited and just gave him a huge smile and rushed to my car, got in and drove off right after the nauseous feeling went away.
I drove straight home feeling excited the whole way! it was such a free and exciting feeling to go out dressed up and not be able to blame "Halloween" for the outfit. I didn't even notice that I left the coffee on the counter until an hour after I was home going over the whole experience in my head, I just thought I would share that with you all.
Thanks for reading :be:
Esmerelda