Ruth
12-30-2007, 05:50 PM
This is not about the virtual reality website, though the name is what started me on this thought. I suppose at the turn of the year our thoughts turn to the big issues in our lives, and what big changes we have had or expect to have.
Since coming out to my SO just over a year ago, and developing my CDing by presenting as a woman to her and to my therapist, and by a few forays out in public, I have discovered a whole new dimension to my life, and it’s not too much to describe the crossdressed state as a second life for me. It’s not a separate life, because Ruth and my male side are very close and of course our lives overlap in many ways, both physical and psychological. But it’s an additional life, in the sense that I feel and experience many new things as Ruth, and I find I have extra resources to cope with everyday life as a result of my dressing.
I always feel refreshed and energised by my CDing so in a real sense I am experiencing extra life through CDing, and it seems fair to call it a second life.
I’m posting this not as a form of boasting about how well my life is going, but rather as an affirmation of the good that comes out of admitting and accepting your CDing, and doing it without guilt.
I wish all my sisters a similar enriching and life-enhancing experience in the year ahead.
With all my love,
Ruth
Since coming out to my SO just over a year ago, and developing my CDing by presenting as a woman to her and to my therapist, and by a few forays out in public, I have discovered a whole new dimension to my life, and it’s not too much to describe the crossdressed state as a second life for me. It’s not a separate life, because Ruth and my male side are very close and of course our lives overlap in many ways, both physical and psychological. But it’s an additional life, in the sense that I feel and experience many new things as Ruth, and I find I have extra resources to cope with everyday life as a result of my dressing.
I always feel refreshed and energised by my CDing so in a real sense I am experiencing extra life through CDing, and it seems fair to call it a second life.
I’m posting this not as a form of boasting about how well my life is going, but rather as an affirmation of the good that comes out of admitting and accepting your CDing, and doing it without guilt.
I wish all my sisters a similar enriching and life-enhancing experience in the year ahead.
With all my love,
Ruth