how did I get here

[Niya W]

I ever think to your self how did I get here ?
Growing up did you ever think you would be a tranny ?

This is me looking back at the past 3.5 years

[Kate Simmons]

My femme self has always been a part of me as long as I can remember Niya.:happy:

[Eugenie]

I ever think to your self how did I get here ?

Yes I have asked myself that question I dont remember when for the first time (45? 50 years ago?), and I still ask myself that question at 61... And still have no satisfactory answer...

However I never imagined it would last for ever when I was younger. I though it would go away when I would have a steady sex life as before I got married, my X-dressing was primarily a way for me to satisfy sexual urges...

That's why I didn't tel my wife before we got married but only a couple of years later, when I realized that it didn't go away...

:hugs:
Eugenie

[soccervixen]

No, I never even thought about it until about 14 months ago when I began, at age 47! It's definitely a part of me now, though, and I enjoy it!

[Deborah Jane]

No i thought i would stop doing it eventually, but last year i realised it,s with me for life.

[shirley1]

i never planned on becoming a trannie - i had a normal (hate that word!) childhood never desired girls dolls wendyhouses ect - in fact i hated the color pink as a kid - it was only when i got to adolescence that i got the desire to cd - and its just developed and got stronger from there - i could blame it on having a domineerin mom who dictated to us all as kids including my dad - or i could even blame it on lack of female sexual conquests - i'm sure a sexual therapist would love to blame it on the latter - but the fact is i'm here now a cder and i dont think it has to be a problem in life - i worry about loosing friends if i come out about it but i'm sure i'd make more new friends - you cant look back in life you can only go forwards !

[jennifer41356]

I turned left at Alburqurque instead of right:D

[teresa jeen]

no, actually i never dreamed of being this way.but its what was dealt me. i love the female side of me and the male side of me i just wish they werent so different. also i wish society would accept me as dressing anyway ipleased,not as a stero typed anatomy.i cant help it its the way i was born.

[docrobbysherry]

10 years ago, if u told me I would be dressing up as Sherry and would become my own girlfriend, I would have said, " You're crazy"!
I guess u aren't, and I am!
RS

[DeeInGeorgia]

I turned left at Alburqurque instead of right:D

I love the answer.

Dee

[Hali]

NO...NO...NO...NO.... Niya Blake i never thot i'll end up not only wanting to dress en femme but to be a woman (body and sole) i still cant believe it.

[Angie G]

Before I started dressing I didn't even know the word or that other people dressed all I knew is I loved dressing like a girl. When I learned what it was called I didn't care. :hugs:
Angie

[Donna Marie]

Yeah, it's funny about that. I never considered or even knew about CDing until I was 63 or so. Jeez, all that wasted time! And "trannie" is not my favorite term - sounds and feels derogatory to me. Even "cross dressing" isn't exactly right because it is about more than just dressing. To me it's about trying to experience being feminine.

[KarenSusan]

Before I started dressing I didn't even know the word or that other people dressed all I knew is I loved dressing like a girl. When I learned what it was called I didn't care. :hugs:
Angie

That's the way it was with me too.